The New Girl

Chapter 30

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*Tori POV*

"M-mom?!" I said running up to her...S-she looked like an angel...

"Hello my darling, I was sent here because you wanted to kill yourself?" She said and looked at me disappointed

I looked down "mom, you wouldn't get what I have to go through and what everyone expects from me! And when i try my hardest people just destroy it...they say they love me but then they go and destroy me...mom I-I don't know what to do..." I said tearing up and looking at her with pleading eyes

"Honey...your right i don't really know what your brain thinks or what people think of you...and what people expect. You know what I expect? I expect you to be happy and enjoy your life while your Able to enjoy it...people are going to be in your life and there going to leave, but it all happens for a reason...you have to decide if your strong enough or not, do you want to live and enjoy it with Mark that you just got back and spend time with your friends...or do you want to leave and break everyone because that's what your doing tori! Everyone loves you!" She said looking at me seriously

"Like you just said I mess everything up! I do things stupidly and didn't even realize it!!" I said looking down

"That's apart of life...you mess up and you do awesome things tori...but, every time you mess up you can't just give up and not think about everyone else...how would mark fell if he lost you right now? He just got you back! A-and what about your friends...they wouldn't know what to do without you...and what about Cameron" she said and i looked straight into her eyes

"He's wouldn't care mom! I was just one of his toys..." I said

"...no your not tori...he really loves you...look at him, he doesn't know what to do and he's blaming himself for this" she said with a sad tone

"It's not his fault I'm the one that pulled the string wheel..." And then I got what she was trying to say

"They love you so much...they all don't know what they want to do, they're fighting tori..." She said and i looked at Hayle and she was giving Cameron a really mean look

"...they hate each other because of me being selfish and not thinking of what they might feel..." I said looking down

"No, they're fighting because they're scared that they are going to lose you and they're taking it out on each other...if that makes sense" she said smiling

I didn't know what to say

"...so, Tori. It's your choice are you going to leave or are you going to go back..." My mom said looking at me seriously

"And before you go...I need to tell you a couple of things...Cameroon is innocent, and Tori? Your dad isn't dead..." She said and she disappears

...but,I saw him die right I front of my eyes!...

I knew what I was going to do and it was time to do it...

I guess this is good bye?

I closed my eyes and saw white...

"She's awake!" I heard someone yell

Did you think I would leave you yet? If thought that...then you don't really know me do you?