The New Girl

chapter 22

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*Tori POV*

im going to be honest with you...im getting more depressed everyday

im cutting...i havent ate...bad thoughts are all i can think about

no one knows and i would like it to stay that way. i dont want people to worry about me, that have there own things to worry about and i dont want to be one of them...

every time someone trys to talk to me or wants to hang out with me i make a excuse, i dont want to make people feel like that they have to talk to me. they deserve to talk and spend there time with somewhere else.

i get ready for school, i havent slept in days...i cant with all this in my mind. im scared to see everyone, i just hope no one ask questions...this is my first day back from, the you know what...

i put my outfit of the day on (on top) i really dont care what i wear or look...i have more problems then what i look like...

i grab my book bag and head to school. hope todays not as horrible...what am saying of course its going to be horrible!!

*Cameron POV*

so i havent talk to Tori in awhile. she hasnt gone to school. hasnt talk to anyone , and i dont think she eatting...im dont know what to do...

some how Hayle got an answer from her and she is coming to shcool today. im excited to see here. but, im scraed on if she looks like Tori or...no Cameron shes going to look fine..

what am i saying all those things that i heard about what she doing we all know that shes not going to look the same! this is my fault if i didnt fall for her trick and knew that something was up she wouldnt of gone and she wouldnt of gotten shotten...

*Tori POV*

I get to school and I getting stars and people are whispering and pointing...

I just put my head down and keep walking to my locker. I get to my locker and I see Halye is walking my direction

"Hey, how are you doing?" She said with a worry tone.

"I'm fine...just still not here...if you know what I mean" I said getting my stuff for my first period

"...ya I get it a little. You know a lot of people were wondering where you were" she said

"Yea right! Like they would care what I'm doing" I said rolling my eye and shutting my locker

"You don't Have to believe me Tori but I'm just telling you the truth" she said walking Away...

Already in a bad start...

You make everyone mad at you...why do you even try having friends if you make them not happy? You should just give up now!

I don't know how much more I can take of this...