Ecstasy

chapter one

Brooklyn's pov.

Here I was at the biggest party of my career and I felt so alone. Can you believe it me Brooklyn Nicole felt alone in a room full of people . I made it this far and I felt nothing . This life I wanted so bad is not where I want to be anymore . "Smile and fix your fucking face or you going to pay for it when we get home" he whispered in my ear  . I showed all 32 of my pearly whites in a quick second. The love of my life was Malcolm Davis he made all of this happen for me he got me that big contract I wanted but it all came with a price to pay and believe me when I say I'm still paying. "I'll be right back love" I said as I kissed his lips to play it off like we were the happiest couple there . "Okay hurry back " he replied . I walked away rushing to the bathroom to handle my business . As I finally reached the bathroom I rushed inside and locked the door I checked all the stalls and they  were clear. I reached into my new spring collection limited edition Gucci hand bag and pulled out my bag of pure white cocaine . We've became close friends over these past months and I'm beginning to like the feeling of her. I poured a nice little amount on the marble counter and grabbed my straw and began to sniffed the lines one by one. I cleaned up my mess that I had made and stuffed everything back in my purse and just like that my high hit me I looked in the mirror and if I wasn't going crazy  my momma popped up behind me.

" I know I wasn't the best mother and I'm sorry baby girl look at you this isn't you" she said coming closer to me

"Momma"  I said with tears coming down my face

"I-

I jumped at the sound of someone banging on the bathroom door

"Hey open the door I have to use it hurry up" the unknown body yelled on the other end of the door I wiped my face and opened the door.

"I'm sorry I just don't like leaving the door open and I apologise

"Yeah yeah apology accepted now excuse me I have to pee " she said almost falling on her way to an open stall

I walked back to the table to regain my seat when Malcolm wasn't there but I happen realized he was on stage with the mic to his mouth

"I want all of you to give a warm welcome to the one and only Ms Nicole Marie . I came up with my name by using my middle name and my mother's first name .

I was confused and not to mention I was high . I looked around the room then at Malcolm and the look on his face let me know to bring my ass on so I got up and everyone started to make a path for me to get to the stage . Once on stage Malcolm helped me up and brought me close to him just to whisper "don't mess this up the labels president is here " and he let me go I simply just shook my head and went to the center and pretended to be in my room back in Harlem.

"Hey everyone thanks for coming out I just need y'all to vibe with me is that cool with y'all tonight"

And the crowd went wild with I love yous and hand claps soon they settled down and the lights went down and soon the flashes on everyone's phone was in my face and I started singing

🎶
Ohhhh

What if I cheated? What if I was out creeping?
Disappeared for the weekend, Don't let you know when I'm leaving
What if I was disloyal?
Put all them niggas before you, but I still claim that I'm for you
Don't say I'm sorry just spoil you, see what if I gave your pussy away let another nigga see how it taste, can you imagine it all on his face
Go through my text and he calling me bae (YEAH)
What if I'm choosing?
Got you out here looking stupid, then I tell you I can't do
Tired of the fighting and snooping

If I pulled a you on you
What would you do?

If I pulled a you on you
What would you do?

Tell me baby
Can you handle it? (Can you handle it)
If you knew what I knew (Knew what I knew)
To do what you do (Do what you do)
Baby can you handle it? (Can you handle it)
If I was playing your game (Playing your game)
And laid where you lay (Lay where you lay)
And sat on his face
Tell me can you handle it
Tell me can you handle it
Tell me can you handle it
Tell me can you handle it

Always get lit, treat you like shit
I don't appreciate the things you did, if I came to you and told you I had a kid
Would you still stick with me? Or would you up & split?
If I done to you all the things you done to me
Tell me would you stick around?
Boy if you were me you couldn't handle it, boy I guarantee so tell me why the fuck do you expect that shit from me

Cause if I pulled a you on you (I don't think you can handle it)
What would you do? (But you put me through the same shit)
If I pulled a you on you
What would you do?

Tell me baby
Can you handle it? (Tell me, tell me)
If you knew what I knew (Tell me)
To do what you do
Baby can you handle it? (Tell me)
If I was playing your game (Tell me)
Laid where you lay, Sat it all on his face
Can you handle it? (Can you handle it) [x8]
Handle it, Handle it, haaaaaaaandle it
Handle it, Handle it,haaaaaaaandle it🎶
(Ann Marie song handle it)

After I was done i was happy with the response that I got and thanked them again and got off stage . After I got back to my table the president Mr Praxton was there along with his friends and Malcolm.

"Wow Malcolm we didn't know she was a beauty as well she is going to be a money maker" Mr Praxton announced to the table I was blushing and I couldn't stop not only that Mr Praxton was fine as hell I believe it was the drugs getting to me because my clit was throbbing and my juices were indeed flowing at this site in front of me.

"Well you know I met Brooklyn Nicole in Harlem she was singing and she had on some
headphones that's what caught my attention because you don't find to  many people who can blow with headphones on" Malcolm said ruining my sexual thoughts of Mr Praxton.

" I see well i definitely want to see more of her around here and I hold you to keep her focus on the music Malcolm" he said raising his glass and we all followed suit .After 5 more   shots I was gone ."Malcolm can you get the limo baby I'm ready to go " I said drunk and high as ever. Even though you couldn't tell I was high because of the liquor that was in my system .

"Aight come on Brooklyn " he said as he picked me up and we went on our way . Once in the limo he yanked me up by my hair and punched me in my eye "MALCOLM STOP " I yelled but to no avail he didn't he just kept going and going he stated that I embarrassed him and made he feel belittled in front of his boss .

Once he was done he got out and told the driver to take me home and make sure I got in safe. I laid on the seat the whole ride home I couldn't bear to look at my face I was just wondering was this what my mother meant when she said I was going to be caught up with this game called ecstasy.