3. can we get it together

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9 AM

I woke up all happing and all... I was thinking maybe I should start trusting him but I look over to see diggy looking all sad see this what I be talking about him looking like that when we kind of had a good night .

what's wrong with you '' I said to diggy ''

nothing babe '' I said back '' she got up and said good ....... can I talk to u

ok sure '' said back''

what you feel about baby '' I said ''

what ?????

a baby '' I said ''

''I had to sit down for this one '' look baby I'm not ready for baby #2 u have a baby and I have one too let's just wait and plus I'm just 18 you need to back up

ok kool '' he said getting up and walking out the room now I know I just told him to hold up see what I'm talking . so I walk downstairs just to see him about to go '' where u about to go

out '' he said''

out where at this time u didn't even get dress '' I said still walking ''

u right let me go get dress so I can go!!!!! '' he said''

man u know what I done when we got back together I didn't know all this would be happened so u want to go then go and don't come back '' I said mad '' I was so mad I love him and no I don't want to lost him but every time I turn around it's the same oh thing like I said I don't want to lost him but if we can't make this work then he can get his stuff and go

You really want me to GI maybe you need some time '' diggy said going upstair to the bathroom getting ready to go'' I ran up the stair crying

You really going to go u goanna leave me '' I said crying''

that's what you just told me to do '' he said back''

ok '' I said cause I'm done''

I went to go get dress ever time I past by diggy he was look like .. really we really going to do but I don't care I'm be a good mom to my kid and stop thinking about diggy feelings he ever at home if he not getting at home then he getting it somewhere maybe Leo cuz you know I don't trust him or her

I look over and walk right past him 2 can play this game I got in my car and call Ava me and her are closes too she a old friend like when I was in per-k

phone ringing

Ava - wassup up

me- nothing mad

ava- about....

me - girl diggy

ava - what happened

me- first I work up thinking that was going have a good day I look over and see my man looking sad...so I'm like wrong he was like nothing long story I'm make this fast he want a baby and I'm just not ready I have 2 plus his kid so we have 3 girl what u think

ava - girl I feel u cuz I have 1 plus my man kids that's a lot on my person but they don't get it

me - cuz it's not them that have to be siting in the house big and pregnant then push the baby out.. oh and let's not forget we have to take care of it. but I think him and Leo got sum going on why would work with somebody that I and plus where the music doh

ava - you kill me u really do I think u right .. wyd

me - about to do something that I never thought I would do

ava - girl what

me - go talk to Roc Royal I'm here at his house .. so ttyl

ava - ok.. talk to you later

5 min later

me - so that's why I'm here

Roc Royal - well I'm here for u ... Aaliyah I want to know

me - why lol

Roc Royal - because of u I love my baby girl the way I did u .. You was right I was not the man I was acting like a boy and thank you

me - aww no problem boo .. why was u like that

Roc Royal - as kid I saw my mom get beat by my dad .. I knew I could not do thing about it made me mad I never got it to one day my dad told me if u love her u have to beat her sooo that's what I did .... how about you

me- wym

Roc Royal - you know what I mean

me - will my mom was never a good person to talk to she was kool but uk ... I don't want to talk about it

Roc Royal - that's fine

me Roc Royal was talking and having fun by the time I got home it was 2 am will it's a good thing I know how to come back home cause some ppl don't like to come back home

when I came home I saw diggy in the bed I just look past him cuz I don't have time

where u been '' he said''

facetime august

phone ringing

me - hey how heaven

august - she good

me - let me see her

august - ok '' he said letting me look at her sexy self

me - hey mommy baby , you being good with your no good daddy

august - really say yeah heaven

me - good well just text me

facetime end

diggy get yo stuff cause we not sleeping in the same bed '' I said''

I'm not going nowhere '' he said back''

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