S U N D O W N (Lana Del Rey Fan Fiction)

Lxxvi. The Love

♫ Inspired By Ride and Dark Paradise  ♫

There've been thousands of songs

quotes, notes, stories, Poems, paintings

Shakespeare's quill wrote half this shit

It's in abundance but I can't seem to get any of it

Been lied used and cheated

My bank account 13 digits

But my heart slipping into it's 5th over draft

I'm gone for so long

On the road all year

There's only so many things on my mind and the stress for love isn't for me

If I could I would try

But when you tell me you love me I freeze inside

Call the bank

Can I have another draft?

You know I can't get you out of my mind 

Nobody nobody nobody can compare to you

Nobody nobody nobody can compare to what we have

But I'm scared scared scared

But I'm nervous nervous nervous

But I'm cold cold cold 

When I'm alone and I'm thinking about you

Yeah you could be my husband

Yeah you could be the father

But I know what you're like when I'm not there

When you're in the club with all them others

I can't keep myself from being paranoid

Destroying myself

So I sell my heart

Sell my trust

Asking everyone about my love for you

There's not enough but that's just me

Does anyone wanna buy a heart?

You know I can't get you out of my mind 

Nobody nobody nobody can compare to you

Nobody nobody nobody can compare to what we have

But I'm scared scared scared

But I'm nervous nervous nervous

But I'm cold cold cold

I've only been with one man in my life

The rest have just kept my bedside warm

We fear death but really the threat is love

If we close our hearts to it all

The worries evaporate

There's a real story behind this song

There's a girl who closed her heart to the golden love that's rare

She's the bad blonde bitch

Wearing black to the funeral of my heart

To all the guys and girls with broken hearts

Fantasise about being inside them

Think about all those unspoken words

Destroy any love left inside of you once your done

Then stop

Stop stop stop

Nobody nobody nobody can compare to you

Nobody nobody nobody can compare to what we have

But I'm scared scared scared

But I'm nervous nervous nervous

But I'm cold cold cold