Keeping Promises [sequel to I WILL protect you]

heartbreak

I could see the tears in his eyes but i knew he wasn’t going to let them fall as well as me.

“What the fucks wrong with you Kat! Why are you acting like this!” he says

“Acting like what?! Like a bitch? Maybe because i want to. Maybe because i like being a bitch”

“I didn’t say that!”

“Well that’s what you’re trying to come across as” i shout

I could see his eyes growing darker and darker every minute.

“No Im not you’re twisting my words up!”

“Just get out of my house Jason and don’t come back!”

“No! Not until you tell me why you’re acting like this!” he shouts

“Because i h-hate y-you!” i say stuttering

Shit i can’t stutter because he won’t believe me!

“NO YOU FUCKING DONT!” He says coming towards me

“Yes i do jason!!! I HATE YOU JASON I HATE YOU!!!” i shut even though it was a lie

“No you don’t!!!”

“Yes i do!!!” i say

I then pull my gun out and point it to him. “G-get out of m-my house b-before i-i shoot you!”

“You wouldn’t”

“Wanna bet?” i say smirking

“Dude i think she really will shoot you. Let’s just go” says chaz

“I think you should take his advice” i say

Chaz slowly walk over to Jason and starts to drag him out. I look at him and can see the pure hurt and sadness in his eyes but i had to do this. I look at chaz who’s shaking his head at me. All of his gang walk out except Blake. He slowly walks up to me. I look down to see Im still holding my gin. So that’s why he was walking slow. I put it away and see a sigh of relief on his face. What? He really taught i was going to shoot him.

“Kat your doing wrong. You’ve changed since the last time i knew you” he says

“Maybe it’s for the best Blake.”

“No it isn’t. You broke his heart twice now. He may have brought it but i don’t. I know there’s a reason why you’re doing this and its fucking wrong. Im disappointed in you Kathrin” i flinch when he uses my full name

“I didn’t except this from you. You’ve changed allot” he says

“Like i said. It’s for the best”

He then walks out. I couldn’t handle it anymore. I had to let it out. So i ran upstairs and did just that. I cried my heart out. As much as i hurt him i hurt myself more from saying that. I don’t hate him! I love him! I want him! I need him! But i couldn’t. I once promised i wouldn’t fall in love again especially with Jason and i have to keep that promise.

Im sorry Jason i really am.

Jason’s pov:

She hates me. The girl i love hates me! I couldn’t believe it she hated me! But why? What the hell did i do to her?! I don’t understand!!!

“Boss are you ok?” asks Tyler

“Im fine” i say with no emotion

“Boss we need to go if we’re going to kill Trent” he says

“I KNOW I NEED SOME FUCVKING TIME TO THINK!!!” i scream at him

“Jason i know what happened was allot to take in but we need to go now if we’re going to get them” says chaz

He’s right. As much as i need to think what she said through i had to get this over with first.

“ok lets go”

Kats pov:

*knock knock*

“Kat can i come in” says Ariel

I don’t reply.

Soon she walks in and comes and sits next to me in the corner. And runs my back. I hug her while sobbing into her chest.

“I s-shouldn’t h-have been t-that bad w-with h-him” i say while sobbing

“You did what you thought was right. If i was you i would have done the exact same thing. It’s ok Kat your going to be fine i promise you

that” she says while rubbing my back.

“I think we should cancel today’s fight” she says which automatically makes me jump up.

“No we can’t! We spent too long on it! Im not going to let that happen”

“But Kat just look at you! You arnt fit enough to do anything in this mess”

“That’s why Im going to go take a shower and get ready for tonight and so are the rest of you’s” i say

“Are you sure”

“Yes now go” i say wiping my tears

“Ok then”