Homophobia-Phan

Chapter One

"Mum!" I yelled from my room, down the hall. So many emotions were going through my head. I was going to come out to my parents. I was going to do it. My dad wouldn't care... He is an atheist. My mum however, is very religious.

"Yes sweetheart," Mum yelled back. I couldn't do this. She will kick me out. She will hate me. A thin layer of sweat was coating my skin.

"U-um I-Never mind!" I stuttered out, finally. This was the fifth time today. I have to do it eventually. Maybe I'll do it when I move out. I am old enough. I should probably move out soon, I don't want to be a burden on my parents... I have to get a job. I was getting overwhelmed. I needed to get some air.

I get up and grab my phone. "Mum, I'm going out," I say, hugging her quickly and walking to the door.

"Oh, okay. Where are you going sweety?" Mum asked, looking at the clock.

"Just for a walk, I need some air," I said, walking out the door. I waited, and turned a little to hear her reply before I shut the door.

"Okay hun, be back before dinner!" Mum said before I shut the door. I took in a deep breath, and pulled out my phone putting in my ear-buds.

"Hey girl, open the walls, play with your dolls, we'll be the perfect family" The words boomed into my ears. 'Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez' was one of my favorate songs.

I walked to a park that I go to often. I sat down and looked through Twitter. I was scrolling through until something cought my eye.

'Gay marriage legalized in America!!!👭👬🌈'

I favorated the tweet almost instantly, with a smile playing on my lips. This was great. I wish our country would except and understand gays as well.

I looked at the time. It was probably time to head home, even though I just got here. The park was pretty far from the house, and it took a long time to walk.

I got on to my feet and headed home, changing the song a few times before finding one I liked.

I noticed it was getting sorta dark and walked faster.

Once I got home, I was blasted with warm air and the scent of fried chicken. It wasn't my favorite food, but it was pretty good to be honest.

"Hey, mum I'm home!" I yelled. I walked in the kitchen and saw my mum, dad, and my little brother. I loved my little brother so much, he is just amazing. He is only twelve but he is pretty smart for someone his age. He is also into all of the stuff I am. Band wise anyway.

"Hey Dan!" My mum chirped. "I saved you some chicken," she said pushing forward a plate filled with food.

"Thanks mum," I said as I gratefully took the food, and sat down at the table with everyone.

"Hey mum?" My little brothet Adrian asked, taking a sip of milk after.

"Yes Adrian, what's up?" Mum asked, I have such a great family, I should be grateful.

"Well I was on Twitter, and I saw that gay marriage is legal in the US!" Adrian said happily.

"Oh, that's great Adrian!" My dad said. He supported gays but mum just sat there looking at her food.

"Isn't that great?" My dad asked looking at mum.

"Oh ya, real great," mum mumbled, still looking at her food.

Mum doesn't seem pissed about it... Even if mum wanted to, she couldn't kick me out, dad wouldn't let her. This seems like a pretty good time. I am going to finally do it. I will finally come out to my parents.

"So, I have something I have been meaning to tell you guys," I said slowly trying to use the right words and not screw up.

"What is it Dan," dad said smiling brightly. Mum just looked up, and Adrian nodded.

I could feel the butterflys fluttering in my stomach, like when the roller coaster starts and it is to late to get off.

After a long pause I finally said it, the two words that would most likely change my life. "I'm gay."

~~~~~~~~~~Author'sNote~~~~~~~~~~

Cliffhanger. I am sorry about that. I do have my last chapter mostly finished. I have to do a few more paragraphs and edit it, but it will be out soon I promise.

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