Chapter 3-Didn't Mean It

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[EDITED]

::Justin Bieber::

"Derek go long!" I yelled at Derek as he ran across the field. We were currently 'bonding'. My mom and Dr. Chance thought it'd me a good idea. I'm just still freaking out. I hope I don't mess up with the names. It's his 5th day with us. I haven't really seen Jason since the other night at dinner. From what I saw.  I don't think I want to. He seems not mean maybe but tough and disresoectful.

"I caught it! Beat that bitch!" He laughed. I rolled my eyes at him and ran up to him. I always check his eyes before addressing him. It's better to be safe then sorry. Dr. Chance thinks its better to do that when we're alone with Jason. Once I reached him I looked into his eyes. They were brown eyes. He's still Derek. Thank god. I don't know what I'd do with a maniac or a shy kid. Drew has came out a few times since the other night but he hasn't been alone alone with me. It usually happens when Dr. Chance is around and or mom. 

"Wanna play some more? We've been playing for hours." I mumbled feeling quite tired. He shrugged in response.

"I don't mind Jay." He smiled. Jay. Derek calls me Jay. Last time I checked. Jason called me Gaylord and Drew called me Juju. I don't mind. I think it's actually sweet. It's cute when Drew calls me juju because his personality is basically 3 years younger then me. 

"Well let's get going Der." I'm actually glad I'm getting along with him. We started walking back towards the car. I heard some sort of beep. Derek digged into his pocket and pulled out his blackberry. He checked his phone.

"It's a text message." He told me once he saw me staring at him intently. I nodded. I kept staring at him. He just got his phone like 2 days ago. Who could he have given his number to?

Mom wouldn't text him. Or dr. Chance. I kept staring at him waiting to see and face expression. His jaw locked and his eyes turned dark. Uh oh. "J-Jason?" I questioned not really hoping it's him.

"What the fuck do you want!" He snapped looking up from his phone. Yup it's him.

"N-nothing." I stuttered out.

"You called me. There must've been a good damn reason to waste my damn time!" He yelled. Anger taking the best of him. I gulped afraid of what he'd do. I'd call Dr. Chance to ask him what to do but I don't have my phone. 

"I-I'm sorry." I mumbled looking down. I started walking towards my car. Once I got there I opened the front door. Before I can fully open it a hand slammed it shut. I gulped once more. I actually think you could've heard it. He turned me around forcefully and grabbed my collar.

"Sorry isn't gonna give me my time back that you wasted for no damn reason!" He slammed me against my own car. I hissed in pain. The car handle digging into my back.

"Jason please stop." I tried but what's the point in trying?

"Don't tell me what to fucking do!" He yelled once again slamming me against the car and punching the side of my face. He's very aggressive.

"C-can we just go home?" I asked quietly.

"For what? So you can cry to your mommy?" He teased. He punched my stomach twice which made my double over in pain. He took that opportunity to knee my face.

I coughed out trying to gasp in air. He let go of me and I fell to the ground. He kicked me twice on my side. I yelped in pain. He grabbed the keys that were on the floor and jumped over me. "Bye Gaylord." He chuckled before stepping into the car. Scratch that. Stepping into my car.

He turned on the car and stepped on the gas pedal maneuvering himself out of the parking lot leaving me there in pain. What's worst about this is that. We came to the park across town. I have no money. I left my phone in the car so I wouldn't loose it. I'm in fucking pain and I don't think I can walk. I'll try but there's no promises I'll make it alive.

I got up wincing and hissing in pain at every chance I got. I looked around the park and some people were staring but not helping. Gee thanks a fucking lot. A man soon came towards me eyeing me cautiously. "Are you ok son? I saw that your friend there hurt you pretty badly." The man kindly asked. He looked around the age of 30?

"Jason's not my friend. He's my brother." I groaned. He wasn't. It's only been 5 days and he's already hit me. Scratch that. He already beat me! I thought he was going to protect me. I thought we were going to become best friends slash best brothers. You know? The inseperable kind? The one that people grow jealous of? Yeah that's what I always thought. I've even pictured it a few time but now that i'm living it. Boy was I wrong. It's like he doesn't want to even try. I get he doesn't mean and he can't control it but it still hurts and it doesn't help. 

The man nodded understandingly. I stood there awkwardly not knowing how to end the non-existing conversation between us two but he beat me to it. "I have a son of my own and he's always fighting with his older brother. You'll grow to love each other. My older son is away at college and my youngster is always crying for him. It's sweet. Anyways, I got to run. Nice talking." He dismissed himself quickly and walked away. Ok? I didn't really ask for his life story.  The pain on my stomach started aching once more. Then I remember I have to walk home. 

I started walking away from the parking lot and towards the main street of Ontario. It was pretty busy seeming it was only 3:00 pm. It usually doesn't die down till around 11 or 12? It's a busy city but quiet. That's what I love about Canada. Everyone's nice and caring. Nothing horrible usually happens around here. As I started walking down the street a car drove by me with their stereo blaring this song. I couldn't quite catch the whole thing but a few words. The car then came to a stop at a red light where I had to wait for the light to change to cross the street. 

You left then you came back

Sorry don't make it up to me

Sorry won't make me believe

You didn't mean it

You didn't mean it

If you didn't mean it then why would you say it

He didn't mean it

You never mean it

Then why in the world would you say it

There's no tomorrow don't you know (don't you know)

Love me now or let me go (let me go)

He didn't mean it

You never mean it

Then why in the world would you say it

Say it, say it

Ironic much? I get it Jason didn't mean hurting me. I won't hold it against him. I promise. Before I could get any more into my mind the light turned green and the car continued driving. I sighed. One block down. 72 to go.

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a/n

this is an edited author's note. Ok so I wasn't actually going to put the lyrics or anything but I was listening to pandora and this song came on and reminded me of Jason and Justin lol don't judge anyways. Watch the video! Either on the side >> or above if it's the app ^^ :D  

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