finding you in my memory !

chapter 3

I woke up Sunday morning I took a shower I dressed up , cleaned my room i ate my breakfast and while I was waiting for my parents  I was holding the paper which was written on it "memories all what you need" , I was on the roof top looking at her house at her room exactly, I was imagining that moment when I took her hand and talked to her . I never thought that I'm gonna talk to her and look at her ,eye to eye . And I was sure that she was the one who wrote this note to me .
my parents came I went downstairs to see them I seemed happy but actually I was unhappy, I mean her darkness was killing me.

"Hey , what's up I missed you guys so much the house without you guys is nothing , I'm sorry but you all three are black right now ,what happened?!?" I said hugging them .

"Hhh nothing happened you know what the sun can do . So let us  see what you did when we left you ,kitchen is perfect, rooms are excellent, well done boy that's amazing, what is that smell?!?" Mom said happily .

"Thanks mom , well I think it's the time to show some of my talents at cooking,today I cooked the dinner, so you just go , take a shower and the dinner will be ready "I said .

"Okay Don't eat wait for me just a shower and I will come back "mom said.
I went to the kitchen I checked my cheese macaroni. I sat with my sister til my mom came out then she put all the plates , spoons , forks on the table and cups for orange juice. We all sat together laughing  enjoying the dinner , everyone seemed happy . While we were talking I thought that it's the time to tell me my mom about all my dreams and about Cara , maybe she knew something or she will help me . We all get up and I went to help mom and dad in the kitchen  .

"So mom I want to ask you a question I want to know the answer please . What happened to our neighbours the one in front of us ?!?" I said looking at her in an angry look .

She stopped cleaning and kept looking up and down like she know something then she looked at dad they both were worried and scared , the same look when I was talking to Cara last night , I was waiting for an answer but they gave me nothing.

"I asked what happened to our neighbours the one who is in front of us tell me I need an answers and stop looking at each other like that "I said angrily and screaming.

My heart started to hurting me my mom and dad started to scream and shout I fall down. I opened my eyes I was in the hospital ,I heard the doctor telling my parents that my heart is becoming weaker, I was wondering what does weaker mean like I don't have a heart problems before ,my mom started to cry like I died or something like that , she came over me and kept on kissing my hands crying and saying "it's all because of me " I didn't know what she was talking about . The doctor said that we can go back to our house ,so we arrived with a lot of medical equipment a weird device which I should put it hour a day , I kept asking them about that  question but they are hiding something about me and they don't want to tell me about it .
I was really sick I can't move so quickly. But my mind was busy thinking about what they are hiding,  what is the thing they  didn't want me to know.

After a few days I went to the school , everybody was looking at me in a sympathy way I didn't like it, all of them and specially the teachers all who hated me , they were talking to me . I entered the class she was there she was looking at me like she want to say something but she cant someone is telling her don't .

"So everybody today I want to tell you something a happy news for you guys your prom will be held after this month I want everybody to have his/her own girlfriend/boyfriend is that clear to everybody " the teacher said .

And here you go the hardest job ever to find a girl that you will fall in love with her and she will be the prom girl , what a hard job!

"Hey hey hey so guys I want you to meet my new girlfriend Lili , guys say hi to Lili . Lili this is Matt and this is Jacob . Okay Lili go and sit with your friends and I will see you later moh moh moh bye" Mike said .

"Oh she is nice " matt said .

"I know right" Mike said

" it was so fast like the teacher just said that " I said .

"Ha you didn't see anything they were dying to be with me they were standing in a line to ask me to be their prom boy" mike said .

" really ?! You , I don't think so " matt said .

"Okay don't belive it " Mike said angry

" dude I have your other Twitter account " matt said .

" What twitter account " I said .

" tell him or I will ?!? " matt asked

" no answer that's mean I will tell him , this guy in front of you is giving money to have a prom girl cause he know himself that he will never get one " matt said

"Listen guys I have to tell you something but not here in the school we will meet tomorrow at the garden at 5 : 30 pm okay " I said whispering .

"Okay " matt said .

"Okay don't worry man " Mike said .

I went back home holding the paper and kept on thinking ,
It was night I went to my bed I was  thinking of what if I  asked her about the paper , then I fall a sleep.