In my mind ?

//ill take care of myself\\

  Something is wrong with me
I don't know what
I can't sleep
And my heart will beat

My eyes get heavy
My eyes get sore
My eyes get watery
But I don't know

That's it. I don't know what is wrong with me!
I don't know what is happening
Is it just a stage?
I want to turn the page
Because I'm tired of wasting time, because
I'm tired of not feeling fine.

I have people that make me happy
They keep me away from feeling crappy

I am afraid of my mind.
It's not very kind to me
It is very hard to breathe.
  'Please' I plead
Don't help me.
I will try to breathe.
I will try to see
I will look for my purpose by myself
I will learn to be happy by myself

I am learning to love myself
I am learning to take care of my health

I've stopped bad habits
And I will learn to take care of myself not just for myself but for the people who love me.

So ya - Zain