Letters To Argent

One

Dear Allison,

I know. Out of all people, you would least expect me to be writing a letter to you, even though you will never receive it. Everything is different now. Without you here, no one is happy. Scott misses you and is trying to be strong, but honestly he isn't which is understandable. Lydia has been crying a lot and just needs her best friend back. Kira didn't know you too well, but is still grieving as you were one of her only friends. Isaac moved to France with your father. We haven't heard much from them, but I guess they are doing the same as the rest of us. Grieving. Now your probably wondering how I'm taking this. Honestly I'm not taking it well, but no one seems to care. I was just pushed away when you died. No one bothered to ask how I felt. They wouldn't understand anyways though. They don't know how it feels to have killed your best friend. They will never understand the way i felt when it all happened. I could have prevented it. Instead I was weak and did nothing but pass out. I'm sorry Alli. I'm sorry I failed you. I'm sorry that I caused so much chaos that you and Aiden had to die. Scott can't look me in the eye anymore. Lydia tries not to cry or flinch around me. Malia broke up with me and Kira hasn't really done anything to contact me. So I guess what I'm trying to say is

I

Feel

Empty

Guilty

Weak

And most importantly,

A failure.

Goodbye for now Allison Argent.

Yours truly,

Stiles Stilinski