Hearts in Books

Being myself.

I am a simple girl, with a simple family, in a simple house, with simple clothes, and with a simple life.

I am not gay.

I am not transgender.

I am not pansexual.

I am not non-binary.

I am not asexual.

I am not gender fluid.

I am normal.

A plain Jane girl.
And every time I realize that, I question who I am and what I'm going to be.

There are also times in my life that I don't want to be how I am.

Because there are times in my life where I listen and read and attain information about people who are able to express themselves and no one really judges them. They have fans who adore them, family that's support them, friends that help them.

But then I look upon myself.

Realizing that I was wishing, once again, I was one of those people.

I then start to cry.

In agony.

In sadness.

In grief.

In anger.

In depression.

Because I want to be someone else.

Someone new.

I want to be able to proudly display their interests to everyone, show my art to everyone, have a family that doesn't really care about what I do- just supports me; to buy merchandise of my favorite anime or artist, and be able to... So many things.

Without being scared.

Of being judge.

Being hated.

Being disapproving.

Because ultimately in the end.

I am just a simple girl, with a simple family, in a simple house, with simple clothes, and with a simple life.