I hate being called annoying...
My own sister who is 31 years old and has anxiety like me and depression and all that shit and knew how it felt did it to me. About 3 hours ago I was talking and having a good time and she screamed at me. She said "Jesus Christ shut the fuck up Katie your so fucking annoying. " And then about an hour later my dad screaming at me and said the same thing because I was taking up for my mom... I haven't talked since. And no one has noticed... I don't think they care. Everytime I don't talk for a while or I'm depressed and sad no one notices. Or they just don't care. They probably don't. My niece told me she hated me yesterday. I told her I don't blame you... I hate me too. And She just walked away... Sometimes I don't know why I haven't ended it yet... I fucking hate myself....
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My Depression
Random**TRIGGER WARNING** There will be mentions of suicide, rape, alcohol, drugs and self harm. This is kind of like a Diary for me because none of my friends know I have this except one. There may be pictures of self harm and triggering subjects beca...
