Game Changer. (FaZe Fanfic)

Chapter 4.

ALSO ALL READERS; this book has been getting more and more reads I'm surprised, FYI this book is more my enjoyment mostly. Writing this makes me happy, and if you don't like it feel free to not read this book, thank you!

Chap 4
i walked out of apexs room stunned. i walked into blazikens room and saw him recording, i laid down in his bed i closed my eyes. i was so confused in my head

"why arent you sleeping in your room?" blaziken smirked

i didnt answer, i closed my eyes again and drifted off into sleep..

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"goodmorning brooke" lucas said as i opened my eyes smiling

"morning" i smiled back

"what happened last night? and why are you still sleeping in here? i mean im not complaining or anything" he smirked

"i dont wanna explain" i sighed

"whenever you wanna talk im here brooke" he watched me get up from the bed

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I went into my room after breakfast to record some videos, I was a bit off today. I listened to blazikens logic on, it was 'buried alive' one of my favorites. I sang song quietly.
I began vlogging for the day to get a video out of the way, today all of us were going to go to the beach.

I grabbed and towel and put on my triangl bikini. I smiled as I looked at my makeup less face, and naturally straight hair.
I grabbed my car keys and called for the guys, I was driving apex, Nikan, blaziken, and Jakob. Tommy, his girlfriend and rain went in a separate car. I blasted some more logic and we all sang along, I tried to ignore the tension between me and apex and have a good day.
I laid on my beach towel, the sun felt good on my skin, I sighed and listened to everybody's conversations, about numerous topics.

"Come with me," blaziken said to me sitting next to me
"Is the water cold?" I asked taking off my sun glasses
"I don't know, come on!!" He smiled
I got up, feeling apexs and teeqos eyes on me, apex must of told him.
I shrugged it off and ran into the water with blaziken I jumped on his back and I laughed as he went far out.
I held on tight and wrapped my legs around him.
"Hey, I wanted to ask you is everything okay with you and apex? I heard him and Teeqo talking about you." He bit his lip
I rolled my eyes and thought how I'd tell apex to knock it off "he kissed me," I said very straight forward
Blaziken was silent then slowly let go of my legs around his waist and let me go, I stood in the warm water wetting my hair
"So, you like him?" He asked me looking into my eyes
"I don't know Lucas, I mean that's not who I want. But it felt right, but wrong you know? It's like I don't feel good enough for the guy I actually want." I sighed
Lucas nodded "I hope it works out," he said then smirked he tossed me into the water and I giggled I ran out of the water, then Lucas tackled me into the sand.

I laid in my bed, I hated sleeping alone. I didn't want to bother Lucas though, I had my shorts and sports bra on. I had a awful sunburn that shirt really bad.
I couldn't sleep so I walked downstairs to rains room and played some video games with him throughout the night.
It was around 2am when I started getting really sleepy "goodnight nord, thanks for keeping me company" I yawned
"Goodnight Brooklyn, anytime" he smiled back at me

I looked down at my phone and saw Lucas texted me 'I can't sleep I hate sleeping alone :/'
I sighed and went into my room, I put some aloe Vera on my sunburn and walked into Lucas's room and without a word, we fell asleep instantaneous.

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I awoke very early, and crawled out of blazikens arms. I went into teeqos room and talked to him for awhile
"What are you and tommy doing today?" I asked
"We're going to the beach again, want to come?" He asked
"I'm way to sunburnt." I looked at my body
"Well I'm going back to Sweden in two days, let's get in some videos before then." He added

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"Why didn't you go?" I asked blaziken
"I had to get some work done with rain." He sighed
I nodded, I won't lie I was hoping he was going to hang out alone with me today.

I closed my eyes laying down on the couch in the living room, I flipped on my stomach and scrolled through Twitter on my laptop.
"Can we talk?" Apex said walking down the stairs
"Oh sure," I said biting my lip closing my laptop
Apex sat next to me and I grabbed a blanket and crossed my legs. "I'm sorry." Apex sighed running his hand through his hair
I looked at him, I knew he didn't want to say sorry, I was caught between blaziken and apex. Something about the two..
"Don't be." I said
Apex looked up, and laid back. "I messed it up, why shouldn't I be?"
"Apex I'm just confused, give me some time to think. You're so close to me, and you've been here for me the past few weeks I've been living here. Let's just continue to how things were, and see where it takes us." I smiled
Apex smiled back at me "that sounds perfect."
I got up and hugged him, in that moment, I thought of apex and me. Friendship or more?

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"Tell me how you feel.. Tell me how you feel!! I feel like the grass is green!" I sang loudly in nordans car, I loved jamming out to logic with all the guys
It had been about a week since I've talked to apex about the whole kissing thing, and everything has been amazing in the house. Since I've been living in the house for about a month now, I had my family send out more of my stuff and I decided I'd start putting my room more together.
I looked at Nordan and he smiled "you wanna come play basketball with all of us today? We're making a vlog?"
I turned down the music and sighed "Nordan you're joking, i can only play hockey don't try me." I laughed

"We're almost done, we just need cheese, eggs, bread, hamburger meat, and Cinnamon Toast Crunch." I said to Nordan
"Who's the cereal for?" He asked
"Lucas, he eats that stuff so quick." I rolled my eyes
"Faze rain?!" We heard a voice behind us, it was a small boy. We had been grocery shopping for about a hour and get stopped every 10 minutes
After they took pictures and everything we went to checkout, and I saw a familiar face. It was that guy I met at the hockey rink, what was his name.. Tyler I think.
"Brooklyn?" He asked grinning then shot a glance at rain beside me
"Hey, sorry I haven't texted you, I do YouTube I'm busy a lot." I laughed
"Oh it's fine, wait.. Faze rain?" Tyler said exited
"That's me," he laughed
"How do you guys know each other?" Tyler said putting all his items on the counter for checkout
"We live together, in the faze house." I replied biting my lip
"No way, that's awesome ." Tyler smiled
I looked at my phone and I saw a call from Lucas
"Hey nord I'll meet you out at the car Lucas is calling me." I said as Nordan nodded
"Brooke." Lucas said sounding very nervous
"Yes?" I replied
"My mom is sick in California, I have to leave tonight." (I believe that's where his family leaves currently I know he's from Germany)
"I'm so sorry Lucas." I said "what happened?"
"She is having bad breathing problems, she's in the ER." He said sounding very down
"I'll be back to tell you bye don't worry," I added
"Good I'll miss you." He said
"I'll miss you blaziken."

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"Bye I'll keep your bed warm." I smirked at him
"I'll be back asap don't worry," he hugged me tightly
he said all his goodbyes, to everyone and I drove him to the airport around 8pm
We drove talking about Cali and his family, sudden silence sometimes. I was so close to Lucas, I never noticed how close I was to him.
"I wish I could come, I'm sorry." I said stopping by his terminal
"Me too, it's okay next time." He smiled
I got out of the car and helped him get his bags out, I smiled at him. He looked so.. Cute. I thought
He pulled me in for one last hug and picked me up slightly, I laughed under my breath and he looked down at me and kissed my forehead.
"See you later, no goodbyes." He smiled
"See you." I smiled watching him walk into the airport

I got back in my car and smiled, I've never felt so warm inside.