| letter fifteen march 3 2000 |

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"It took me a long time not to judge myself through somebody else's eyes."

                                         ~unknown 

Dear Angel, 

It's been three months. A glorious time, where it didn't matter that I'm broken, that I have problems, that you're only human. Sometimes, I think I take your kindness for granted, so it was bound to happen sooner or later. So, I think I have a confession to make, Angel. 

I have schizophrenia. Here, I looked up the definition, in case you don't know. 

( schiz o phre ni a ) 

noun 

a long-term mental disorder of a type involving a breakdown in the relation between thought, emotion, and behavior, leading to faulty perception, inappropriate actions and feelings, withdrawal from reality and personal relationships into fantasy and delusion, and a sense of mental fragmentation.

I'm sick. 

I'm so sorry, Angel. 

As always, 

Ash 

lol, i'm sick too. i have the biggest headache/cold, so my writing is terrible. i just really wanted to update, so here it is! this should explain some stuff if you were wondering. 

xx love you guise so much! 

ps. alice and writing letters are in the rankings whoops 

toodles! 

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