Chasing My First Love

Chapter8. heart beats fast

Dani Rhissa's POV

'Curse that rain!'

Napahawak nlang ako sa dibdib ko. Why is my heart beating so fast? All memories were thrown back.

"Dani, he has his girlfriend. Don't assume that he's still into you! Ugh!"

Pakiusap ko sa sarili ko. i let out a deep sigh. I'm here in my room. Katatapos ko lang kasing maligo at mag-blower ng hair ko. Kasalukuyan akong nasa kama ko at nakaharap sa kisame. Why do keep my mind still thinking about you? May girlfriend ka na diba? Ugh! Stupid heart! Bakit kasi kailangan mo pang gumawa ng moves para maipakita mo sakin na mahal mo pa ako? O masyado lang akong nag-aasume? Geez.. Masakit na nga ang puso ko, pati ba naman ulo ko? Damn this headache!

"Ugh! Antanga-tanga mo naman kasi Dani eh? Ano pa bang ine-expect mo? Na babalikan ka ni Tim after mo siyang iwan? You're really stupid Goddess that came from the of Mt. Olympus! Haist! Sige compliment pa! Ugh!" Para akong tanga na kinakausap ko ang sarili ko!

Kinuha ko ang unan ko at inilagay sa mukha ko. And let my eyes shut it down.

Tim Lawrence POV

Gabing-gabi na pero hindi parin ako makatulog. Everytime Dani popped out in my mind, my heart beating so fast.

Do I still love her? NO! I already have Eran. I should love her. But ugh! I did promised to myself that i have to teach my heart to live Eran and forget about Dani. But i guess, my promise meant to be broken. I have to be honest to myself, i still love Dani, and i admit it. At first, my plan is to regret herself of what she did. But my heart dictating me to stop whatever my plan is.

Is this the right time to be true to myself? I don't wanna regret this in the end. I have to make things right. But how about Eran? She loves me but i didn't do the same. I tried to love her. God knows i tried! But it's always Dani ! Dani! Dani!

Nalilito na ako. Haist! I need to rest, i'm tired enough to think this out.