Amnesia Is Not A Bad Thing.

chapter 4: i'm sorry, i'm so sorry (Sleeping beauty)

     "i'm sorry, i'm so sorry..."

Jeffy POV (minzi, john twin bro)

                          i will never see her happy smile again, seeing her cute smile, laugh at her clumsiness, the way she would push up her glasses over her nose, her big brown eyes looking up at me with innocence. which makes me want to shield her from the world. protect her from all kind of danger. but i didn't, because of that, she's now lying in the hospital with no hope for waking up again. i fail, big time.

         i following my brother into the room, to take a closer look at her. she was so  cute, sweet and innocent. not a mean back in her back. dear lord, please don't take her away. i wouldn't be able to bear to see her go, i didn't want her to be taken away from me, from this world, the mate she hadn't meet yet. she had many years left. taking her hands, i look at the monitor then her.

        i squeeze her hand, "i'm sorry, i'm so sorry."

Alpha Jensen POV (Jose father)

            i can't take it any more. it was too much to bear to watch, all he does is go to sleep, eat, go to school, comes home, and training. then he would do it over, he didn't hang out with his friends, party or look or talk to another girl since the accident of my best friend, my beta daughter, Minzi. i  had an idea why he was acting the way he was, i want to wait until he opens his own mouth to us. that was then, but i can't take it any more, cause slowly he was losing himself, then soon his wolf with die and take him with him. i couldn't let that happen. i couldn't lose a son, never.

         "Jose!" i shout from in the kitchen.

 Mary, meet me in the office. i send to my wife through our mind link, blocking everyone else from the pack. i didn't wait to see if Jose follow or listen for Mary's response. as soon as i step in side my office, they came in after. Mary with her worried look for our son and our son with his head down. "Jose?" he didn't look up.

          "Jose?" i said with a little power. his head came up. it pains me too see the sad look in his eyes, "whats wrong son?" i ask, folding my arms.

  "nothing dad," he mumble. bull shit! "don't insult my intelligence." i look at Mary, "so tell me, what's wrong."

      he didn't response at first. "please, son. so your mother and i can help."  a little push should help. "we can't bear to see you like this, your like a shell. you have no soul in you. please, let us hell you." i finish, praying he will answer me.

         "i mes up, it's my fault dad.." his voice began to break. it was a surprise because my son stop crying the age of seven when i told him, big men shouldn't cry. i look at his mother, she was confuse like me. "what did you mess up on son, what's your fault."

        "Minzi.." he whisper. the tears were falling from his eyes.

"my beta, youngest daughter. she have been in the hospital for four months now."  what does Minzi have to do with his fault. i knew he was there when she had the accident, he was with his girlfriend at the mall, while Minzi with her friends.

        "it's my fault, she's in the hospital"

"what?"

" we don't understand honey."

"s-she'ss my-my mate." Mary and i gasp, smile broke out on our lips. then we remember what's wrong with Minzi.

 "that's great, son." i've always like the girl, she was sweet, kind and the cutest person i've ever meet, she would be a great alpha bitch someday. but my son shook his head as he thought this,

        "it's my fault." i sight, this wasn't going any way. "explain." i listen as he explain. my blood, boiling.

Mary was on the verge of tears. "i thought i raise you better. i thought wrong." with that i left him in my office. i was angry, but most off all, disappointed. as soon as i got out side, i shift. how could he. because his wanting to play around he put his mate in a dangerous situation and she's fighting for her life. he better pray that she wakes up soon. very soon.

        Jose POV

my parents hates me, my wolf won't speak to me, Minzi's firends won't speak to me either, her parents look dead as i did. even i hate me too. as soon as i reach the hops ital i ran to the entrance, not checking to see if i close my car down. the elevator was taking to long so i took the stairs, two at a time. i reach there in ten minutes. as always her parents were these, as did my parents.  i knew they sense me but they didn't acknowledge me. i don't blame them, i went straight in the room.

          i look down at her on the bed. she was such a beauty, a force chuckle came out, just like sleeping beauty. but a kiss won't wake her. i took her hands in mine, then sit. i look at her. how could i be so foolish? "please wake up." i brought her hands to my kiss, kissing them. "i'm so sorry, i didn't mean it." i went on. " i didn't mean to say all those things, i was being foolish. i don't care if your clumsy, it's very cute. your very cute." she didn't move or open her. what did i expect. but i had to go on. "your not fat, or ugly. your beautiful. your my mate." i cry. "your my mate, i shouldn't have rejected you. i'm sorry, i'm so sorry." leaning over her, i kiss her lips with my eyes close. whispering in her ear, "come back to me, i love you." then i felt it. a squeeze to my hand. my eyes open. i look down to see big brown one looking up at me.

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