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(Luke's POV)

I stand here looking at my band mates. Unable to speak.

"Look Luke." Micheal spoke up. "You really need this. You need a chance to change. You need a chance to grow up mate." He looked at me with sympathy.

"Yeah look..Luke-" Ashton put his hand on my shoulder. I aggressively swiped it off.

"Don't "Luke me". I'm not listening to you guys. I don't care if you guys are doing what's "best" for me." I then looked at them angry over what they were choosing.

"Look if you don't listen to him then our band is over.." Calum spoke.

"So. We worked so god damn hard for this. He can't do this. If it weren't for me we wouldn't even have this band. So you guys should be grateful." I spoke without regretting anything. Realizing that I did the shittiest thing ever. I shrug it off and turn towards my room. Regret washes over and I turn around to look at them once more. "Leave." I point towards the door. "Leave now." I spoke through my teeth. Ashton raised his arms and walked out.

"Mate. You really need to-" Micheal spoke but I cut him off.

"Need to my ass. Leave!" I screamed. Micheal walked out. I was turned towards the wall not wanting to see Calum's reaction to any of this. "What? Are you going to say something too. Something like "your making a mistake mate." Because honestly if you were. You'd be a hypocrite. You've slept with twice as many girls as I have. So you can't say shit man." I spoke. Feeling my head start to pulse a bit. Feeling my blood rush through my veins with the anger I was brewing.

"No." He spoke and walked out. Not saying a word. He just stepped out of the apartment not wanting to hear anything I was about to say. He walked out slamming the door behind him. Once they all left the room went silent. I couldn't take it. I couldn't let my thoughts and memories come back. I couldn't.

I started to walk towards my cooler. Opening it up. Wanting to erase my thoughts I grabbed a bottle of vodka. Wanting to burn the feelings away. I then go to my room and close the door locking it behind me. Slamming my body towards the wall. I slip down the wall feeling the exhaust kill me slowly internally. I open the bottle taking a gulp. Feeling the burn in the back of my throat. My mind kept racing so I took more and more. Slowly my eyes felt heavy and untouchable.

"Luke!" I heard a voice call out. I turn to face a small petite beautiful girl. A beautiful girl I can call mine. I turn around and see Aleisha. She runs towards me hugging me and planting kisses all around. "I missed you so much!" She yelled into my shoulder as I hugged her. She then let go and stepped back a bit. She looked at me with a smile. Her smile quickly went away and she punched me in the arm. I giggled a bit and yelled 'ouch' "you had me worried! Don't ever leave like that!" She then crossed her arms.

"Sorry Al. It's just I didn't want to worry you..and you know I hate goodbyes." I smiles at her putting my hands on her forearms. "And if you wanted to know..you were the only girl I thought about..I love you so much." I said looking into her eyes. She then smiled and gave in pulling her into a deep passionate kiss.

"Um." A deep voice announced. I turned around to be face by Calum and Ashton looking at us.

"Oh..umm." I stuttered.

"We just got off the plane and your already making out with Aleisha." Ashton giggles coming behind Calum.

"Told you. You owe me 10 bucks" Calum demanded.

"Wow. You guys are jerks." I laugh a bit. Not removing my arm from around Aleisha. Looking at her was all the reward I can get. I and my mates just got signed. We are going back to England to go on tour with one direction. The only reason we left was to sign the contract. Once we signed the contract we came back and packed for the tour. I didn't want to tell Aleisha because honestly I didn't want to hurt her.