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(Rouge's POV)

I take a deep breath as I clean up the last tea cup. I put it away and pour my self a cup. Seeing as I had to close and no one was here I wanted to relax a bit. I took a sip. Feeling the hot boiling water burn my tongue. Feeling the sting was relieving. I'm not completely numb at least. I take a seat and look out the window.

As I walked to take a seat, I put on a record. I decide on Oasis time flies album. I quickly put it on my favorite song. Wonder wall. Slowly it begins; I sit down and slowly hear the guitar strum. "I miss performing.." I sigh. A tear falls and I quickly wipe it away. I miss the rush. I miss the adrenaline. You know the feeling you get when your on a roller coaster..yeah I only get that feeling when I preform. When I step on a stage my whole being shakes and feels all the energy. The cheers numb at fist but then you hear yourself breath and you know..you know you have to give the performance of your life.

I then finish my cup of tea and fetch some cookies for my house. I was currently wearing my black apron and black high waisted pants and my v neck long sleeve brown t-shirt. It was white with brown selves. I then had a bit of foundation and winged eyeliner. I was wearing my favorite blue marine Levi's. I then grabbed my bag and my green cargo jacket. I put my hood up and walk towards my blue beetle. I usually use my motorcycle but today it was a gloomy day so why not. Once I get in the car I turn on 103.5 KissFm. A song starts to play and I kind of recognize the voices.

It started off soft and good. With a guitar strumming at first. I liked it. Once it started hitting the lyrics..that's when it hit me.

The day was obviously gloomy. It was raining out, really heavy. And I couldn't see anything. I decided to just stop while the rain calms down a bit. I listened very closely to the lyrics. Everything in the song spoke to me. I felt the bump in the back of my throat form. The tears started to come down. All my breath being stolen from my lungs. Everything the song was saying was hitting me really hard. Once the song stopped. I turned the radio off..no music just my thoughts..then I realized that was a bad idea. So I connected my phone to the aux chord. I then put on Wonderwall again. Seeing as the rain would not stop anytime soon I began to drive. Wiping away the tears. Along the road my thoughts began to clear.

I then pulled into my drive way. Slowly I gather my bag. I was about to walk out but I realized I had forgotten to fetch milk for my mom. "Fuck." I mutter underneath my breath. Seeing as I had to go in public..where people would know who I am..even though I'm dying down a bit..people still wanted pictures. I quickly ignore that and just pull back out of my drive way and make my way towards Walmart.

Halfway to the store my phone went off. I answered and put it on speaker.

"Hey..Rouge?" A familiar voice asked. I checked my phone on a red light and realized it was my ex-"friend" Arzaylia.

"What?" I asked.

"Are you okay?" She asked. I hated her. I hated everything about her. She did me extremely wrong. She hurt me.

"What do you want Arzaylia?" I asked in a pissy mood.

"Look..I'm sorry..can you forgive me? I really miss you." She replied in a whiny voice.

"No..I'm sorry but I can not..I can forgive you but fucking forget about me hanging out with you again. Now don't ever call me again." I answered. I didn't want to talk to her at all. I just wanted her out of my life. Specially after what she did.

"Hey Arz!" I squealed as I ran towards her. Hugging her.

"HEY!! What are you doing here?" She asked me. We were currently at a Justin Bieber concert.

"Justin invited me..and well you know me..I'm always up for a party!" I squeal again.

"Oh my god!!! Same!!! Anyways. I thought you didn't like Justin though?" She asked me.

"I don't..but you know me..I always want attention!" I replied. And really I did. I was really famous and I loved the attention. I know I am a bitch..but who cares I have fans and money..right?

"Omg this is why I love you!!" She then hugged me. "Anyways..do you remember that one guy at Friday's party?" She asked.

"Omg the hot one?"

"Yes!! Anyways..he is totally into you."

"Really?" I asked not believing a word. "Are you sure?" I asked again.

"Omg yes!! Okay I'll go find him..he is in some dressing room..but I'll go get him and bring him to you..I know how much you liked him." She then winked and walked away.

30 minutes later. I started to feel lonely. I then decided to look for them..fearing the worst. Arzaylia was one to always hook up with the guys I like. I quickly made my way backstage. I then found a dressing room with an empty star. I leaned in and heard noises. I opened the door and found her. With him. "Why?!" I asked. I then closed the door and stomped away not wanting to see anything anymore.

"Omg no!! Rouge don't leave..it was his fault I swear!! He like..he forced me..and yeah!" I could see right through her lies.

"Honestly I don't care anymore..go back and keep screwing him." I then stomped away. This is the 5th time she'd done this to me.

I pulled up in the parking lot. I quickly grabbed my bag and started to walk out. Putting my hood on I scurried through the rain. Once I was inside I took my hood off. I walked towards the dairy aisle. I quickly grabbed the milk and began to walk towards the cash register. When I walked towards the cashier I received stares and gasps and things like. "I almost feel bad for her." Or "poor girl waisted her talents." I quickly paid and started to walk away. When I got to my buggy. I started to think.

"I know I was a bad person before.. But no need to remind me." I started to turn on the car and steer the steering wheel...I couldn't take all the rumors..none of them were true. I quickly turned the car on and drove to my house. I pulled up and walked in. Instantly smelling the vanilla and cinnamon scented candles. I made my way up stairs to my room. Not wanting anyone to annoy me. I put on some gentle mediation music and soothly fell asleep. Wearing the cloths I wore all day.

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OKAY SO IM NOT THROWING SHADE TO ARZAYLIA!! This is totally fictional. And I'm just using her name..cuz it's really pretty. Anyways she is a human and is amazing..and if some of you don't like her it's fine..but me personally I do not have anything against her. I've just been following 5 sos since 2012 (not 2011 cuz I didn't know who they were yet.) I love there lyrics and everything..I am just basing this on songs. But yeah..anyways no hate.

Anyways this is the first chapter of this book..I really like it..but yeah that's just my opinion.

^^^^^ Rogue^^^ picture^^<<<<<<>>>>^^^

Anyways see you guys later!!