Hi.
This is me again. (hey, who else would it be?) Anyway, today was really stressful in that I had to run around all day having band with a bunch of imbeciles, and baby sitting my two cousins. (OK, that I did not mind!) Anyway, band today was downright embarrassing. I had to play in front of the class a simple song, but my lips were not buzzing the right way, (according to Dr. Karahalios) but I did do the song correctly, but I could have sworn that my face turned bright red. Twice. I hate band. No, scratch that. I hate the stupid kids who can't shut their freaking mouths!! I hate that they make me feel this way, because I love band, and I love Dr. Karahalios, but they just ruin everything. I can't concentrate, I can't think, I can't do ANYTHING, because I would look stupid. So? Maybe I'm unsocial. I really doubt that that is the case, but really, I think that it is the maturity level of the kids in the class. I am WAY more mature then they are, but I always considered that that was the way I was in the first place, and how most 13-14 year olds acted. This is SOOOOOO not the case, and I really think that the kids can do so much better things with their lives instead of wasting them on stupid talking. I wish that things would change, but at least I got to pour out my heart into this entry. Thanks. Nobody will really understand what I am going through but me, and even though I am writing this into a book, it still feels good.
~Renae Goebel
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The Band Geek's Journal
HumorRenae is your typical, run of the mill middle schooler. Except for the fact that she is the best trumpet player in her band. Will she be able to withstand the insanity of the band room students? Or will she succumb to them, and quit what she love...
