I cut last night.... I couldn't handle it anymore... I haven't cut in months I know it's wrong bit it felt so good. Like a release. It was really bad. Luckily I was in the shower because there was blood everywhere... Sometimes I think why am I here if all I'm going to do is mutilate my body and be in pain and get left behind?? There's no reason for me to be here. I will never be happy. I am just a fuck up. Everyone will be better without me. There's no reason for me to be here. All I do is fuck things up... I hate myself... I just want to fucking die...
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My Depression
Tilfeldig**TRIGGER WARNING** There will be mentions of suicide, rape, alcohol, drugs and self harm. This is kind of like a Diary for me because none of my friends know I have this except one. There may be pictures of self harm and triggering subjects beca...
