06.14.15

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I THINK I'M
ALRIGHT.

june 14, 2015

Dear brother,
One month and eight days have gone by since your passing.

However, this letter may not be a broken, and gloomy as like the others. The hole in my heart seemed to have shrunk. However, not as much as I hope. (However, do I really want it to shrink? I feel as if it shrinks, you may not be in my thoughts as much as you are right now.)

Anyways, I went out for lunch, the very first time in a while. Steve suggested we should go out and eat. Though, I believe I really didn't have much of a choice.

He was very convincing, he did this pout where you could melt in his hands. His blue-green eyes twinkling as his bottom lip stuck out. It made me laugh.
Laugh Pietro!

It's been forever since I laughed or even cracked a genuine smile. All I could do was have a single expression, eyes stained of dry tears, puffy and red. Hair never brushed, washed.

I wore a sundress. When was the last time I wore one? Last time I wore one was when we were 12, on our birthday. You and papa went out to pick it out specifically for this day. It was such a bright and beautiful dress. Daises printed all over, straps made of laceI felt as if I were a princess.

Steve chose out the dress. (Which of course Tony bought.) It reminded me of the dress. I smiled.

I feel as if everything's alright.

I think I'm alright.

Hope all is well with you; where ever the fallen ones go.

Love,
Your sister,
Wanda xx

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