AN- (PLEASE READ)
okay so I haven't been updating because I've got like no motivation nobody ever comments or votes so I feel like you guys hate it so I feel like writing this is pointless really so like a little appreciation wouldn't go a miss please but mini rant over
Ella's pov-
I was being dramatic why would the boys even care who I'm seeing?
As much as I told myself that it didn't seem to stop my hands from sweating like crazy, Luke held my hand tight and looked me in the eye
"Ella seriously don't be worried, there's nothing wrong in this and they won't even give it a second thought, they've never been overprotective of you before so why would they be now?"
...yeah but nobody has given the chance to be overprotective
"I just don't want to ruin your relationship with the lads" I fake smiled
"Don't worry about that just like for the moment and deal with any consequences later" he squeezed my hand and we walked into the hotel me and the lads were staying
"And then when niall jumped, I swear it's a new record for you lad" I heard harry shouting and the lads laughing, at least they're all in a good mood today
"Wait here" I mouthed to Luke which he replied by nodding
"Hey lads" I smiled as casually as possible
"Hey" they all chorused
"what did you want to tell us?" Louis chirped
"Okay just hear me out, well you probably know I've been seeing a guy recently and I didn't tell you who because I didn't want to upset you guys or ruin anything between any friendships but it seems stupid that I'm hiding anything from you guys so ermm yeah...." I trailed off
"....sooo? Who is it?" Harry looked at me confused but smiling
"Ermm I brought him here, you guys know each other very well so ermm let me get him" I quickly shuffled out of the room and nodded to Luke to come in
"So yeah, you obviously know Luke and all and we are like dating, not like together like anything official or any of that just like.... Casual dating" I explained awkwardly
I looked up to see faces of mixed reactions
Liam and niall were smiling mouthing things like "well done"
Zayn seemed okay with it, not happy or unhappy I guess that must be a good thing? Shouldn't it?
Louis seemed happy and fine with it all
Harry looked like he wanted to say something but was biting his tongue about it, I'll have to talk to him later
"From how scared you sounded on the phone I thought it was something serious jeeze smell don't give me a heart attack!" Louis joked to break to silence, everyone just sniggered at that
"Well I best be off, it was nice to see you lads but I have to see the boys for a meeting about new songs and all that" Luke smiled and waved goodbye as he walked out the room
"Why didn't you tell us?" Harry looked up sort of hurt looking
"I didn't want to change anything between you guys and Luke I thought until we decided how we felt it would have been best" I mumbled ashamed
"I don't trust that guy as far as I can throw him" he huffed
"Harry I do, and you have known me for so long you should know now I don't trust easily so it's took a lot for me to even trust him, I'm not a silly little girl who wears her heart on her sleeve harry!" I raised my voice slightly towards the end
"I'm just saying how I feel if you don't want my opinion then fuck off because I don't want to hear yours!" He screamed which took me back lightly
Harry had never got angry at me before, I'd seen him angry at like photographers or management but none of us, we were practically family
I felt the tears rushing to my eyes to i ran off to my room, locked it and cried my eyes out
Harry's pov-
I know I seem like a heartless bastard but I'm looking out for her, and apparently I'm the only one that cares about her enough to say something
"What the fuck was that? Nobody stuck up for me and you lot know as much as I do that he will hurt her!" Everyone stayed silent
"Will someone try to knock some sense into her?!" I was getting stress now "i give up I'm going to my room" I huffed and walked off
Ella's pov-
I woke up this morning with a horrible pain on my neck, sleeping sat on the floor isn't something I would recommend to you guys, take my advice
I sat up and instantly felt like utter shit, excuse my French but there's nothing worse than the feeling after crying yourself to sleep!
"Ella, open up I need to talk to you" harry knocked on the door
"Fuck off harry" I shouted and threw a pillow at the door hard enough for him to hear I'd done it
"Please ella, I'm sorry just let me explain myself" he begged sniffling
I opened the door but refused to look up from my feet as I walked to my bed and sat back in my previous position followed by harry
"Listen Ella, I've nothing against the lad or you being with him honest, it's just hard to see something happen which might hurt you I just want none of it and I know I can't warp you in bubble wrap and lock you in a foam room forever" he laughed slightly "I'm sorry I overreacted, and I know how hard it was for you to tell us and i just made it worse for you, please forgive me?"
I sniffled and nodded as he pulled me into a tight hug
"Let's never argue again okay?" I smiled slightly and harry nodded holding his pinky out
"Pinky promise!" We laughed and pinky promised
"So to prove myself, we are having a movie day with the 5sos lads then the show tonight" harry smiled and walked out of my room letting me get ready
Wow I smelt.... I ran into the shower quickly to wash myself then towel dried my hair and let it dry to its natural curls and out on a bit of concealer and mascara, even if it was a movie day I had to put on a little to hide my insecurities I put on some leggins and one of the boys hoodies with some thick fluffy socks
By the time I was ready the 5sos boys had arrived I smiled and sat next to Luke on the sofa and he put his arm around me, it was nice to not hide things so I snuggled into his chest and watched film after film with the lads, harry stilł seemed a little uncomfortable but he wasn't saying anything
After a few hours we had to all jump in the cars to go the venue for tonight
Harry's pov-
When we arrived everyone was busy doing different thing leaving me and Luke alone, I know I shouldn't say anything but I just couldn't help it
"Right, I've got nothing against you Luke and will happily have a friendship with you but hurt Ella and I swear it will be the last thing you do!" I said trying not to sound too serious but still getting my point across
"I'd never hurt her honest, and I respect you for looking after her but there's no need lad and I might not have your trust yet but I hope I can earn it and show you I really do like Ella and I'm not messing her around at all"
I've got to admit, the boys got balls for sticking up for himself so I nodded and carried on with what I was doing, I have one less thing to worry about at least
AN- so yeah sorry for the late update but if you guys don't comment and vote I won't update regularly so yeah if you do then ill update more often so it's up to you
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FanfictionI have 5 brothers, but biologically only 1 but blood doesn't really decide who your family are to me it's who has been there for you when your blood relatives haven't. I'm Ella Payne, yes younger sister to the Liam Payne Him and the boys are all my...
