When I first found out

31 5 1
                                    

It was when I went from teeland middle school to Hanshew. I had met my new friends, and had been shown my locker. Only to find out on that very first day that I had a man crush. My first gay / Bi crush, and the first of many to come.

I didn't mind those feeling. Even know I wasn't used to them, but even though I wasn't. It still would change my life about many things. Soon I was having feelings about some of the guys I Liked. Knowing that they weren't gay or bi made it harder on me. We all know that there is never a perfect relationship.

Going to school was harder for me, only because I thought I would be hurt. Even after I've already been through the bad and the ugly. Being nervous every day that your family would find out, or your crush. It always kept me on my toes.

You know how that feels, to never know if people will like you. And I had enough about it. I finally thought I should eradicate the feeLing in me by confronting it.

The ClosetWhere stories live. Discover now