Rejected And Regret It

Rejected

My wolf was making me go crazy

the smell of our mate got us crazy

I can't wait to see him and be in his warm arm's

I don't care if he's omega or even a slave I just want him with me.

I couldn't help but run after the sense, I heard Blake yelling at me to stop , but I couldn't.

I followed the sense to the kitchen, but I couldn't find him, then I went outside to the pool, I couldn't sense him.

I ran to the garden, and saw everyone was there, about 6 hundred wolf. But I couldn't find him, I mad eye-contact with half of them no of them are my mate I'm looking for, where is he? Isn't he running to find me? Couldn't he sense me?

then I felt my wolf nudge me , and pull me toward the woods.

I ran toward the woods smiling, I couldn't help but feel, happy, actually I'm more that happy.

I'm finally having my mate.

I laughed and grinned, as I passed the tree's.

then I stopped.

he's here, in front of me, I'm facing his back.

why isn't he turning around? Didn't he sense me? What is he doing in here, if he doesn't sense me? Is he a human? I don't mind,

he will still be with me, he's my mate.

I walked to him, and touched his shoulder worried about him,

I could feel him tense, I looked at him with an uneasy feeling

what the hell is wrong with him.

I was about to ask him, what's wrong but he said the word I never expected.

"Your rejected, I alpha of the moonlight pack reject you as my mate"

""what do you mean, you reject me?"

I laughed at that idea

"you can't reject me, I'm your mate, you're my mate, you must love me, care for me, AND protect me, that's what mates should do"

I said as a tear slipped from my eye.

"But, I don't want a mate, I actually don't want someone weak as you, you wont be a good Luna" he said bitterly

I looked at him, shock, horror, and Anger, But Hurt was the most thing that pained me.

I slapped him across the face, and said the words that I never expected to say "I, Eleanor Elizabeth Jonathan the Luna of The Moon scars Pack, accept your rejection, Axel Marcel Hunter, Alpha of the moonlight pack" as I said those words that hurt me, and ran after taking one last glance at him.

He just stood there, hands on his side, and a small gap on his mouth.

While, I on the other hand, am hurt, not physically but mentally.

The Mate I was waiting for, since I was five years old, when my mom used to tell me about mates.

I was waiting for mine, telling that he would love me, care for me , and protect me.

But instead I got a rejection, and I know that he would regret it

I couldn't think about anything else but to run,

Run

Run

Run.

tears streamed down my face, I tried to stopped them but I failed.

I wiped them with the back of my hands.

he rejected me.

isn't he supposed to love me?

I never cry

I never cry

he isn't worth it, El just forget him,

I couldn't hear my wolf

she was silent

I know she's in pain

no one can bandage the damage

except my mate

but he isn't here

I sniffed

 when the mansion was in y sight I adjust my self, and run to the bathroom

I added some lipstick and thank god the mascara and eyeliner are water-proof.

I walked out of the bathroom, and then to the stairs so I can reach my room, but I was stopped by my father calling my name, I turned to see him, walking toward me.

I forced a smile, and hugged him, a tear slipped but I quickly wiped it.

"darling, where have you been? I have been looking for you the hole time, Blake, Dave And Jessie were looking for you too, they said you ran off"  he said w with concern plastered on his face.

I kissed his cheek

"nothing is wrong daddy, I'm going to look for the guys then I'm heading to my room, I don't feel well"   I smiled weakly at him, and I know he could see throw my lie, but he nodded looking unsure I kissed his cheek again, and left.

I walked to the kitchen but instead of finding my friends, I found to couples making out.

I couldn't help but feel the pain, when I remembered my mate.

I turned around to leave the room, and went to the living room and looked around searching for the guys. Something on the couch took my intention, Axel the guy that supposed to be mating me right now, making out with a blonde girl.

I felt my heart stop for a minute

my wolf was howling in pain. But instead of showing my emotions I placed it with a cold blank one.

I turned around when I saw him tense, and I knew he sensed me so I walked away, to my room.

when I reached it. I sat on the edge of my bed, and sat in silence.

Am I really that bad?

what have I done?

did I actually done something bad to deserve this life?

is it because he sees me ugly?

is it because I'm a virgin? I would have been mating with him right now so I don't think so

if my mate rejected me

if my mate hates me

does my friends hate too?

My family?

My pack?

What am I thinking about…

they can't hate me, they love me.

'we're not sure' my wolf said.

she finally said something.

I laid on my bed, and my eyes got heavy, then I feel in sleep.

Run.

 Run.

Run.

 Run . my wolf was howling for our mate to come and save us. But no one came, I tried to yell for Blake's help and dave, I tried everything ,but nothing came then I had to stop, because I had no where to go, the rogue attacked and I killed them one by one, but then they all jumped in the same time, and I couldn't do anything, then suddenly someone pushed me, and all I was hearing is howling in pain, and yells.

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