Camren: Worth IT

Maverick Records..

"You two cant been seen in these compromising postions all the time. The press and fans have a field day with it" we were sitting in an office with our new management Maverick Records being told that myself Camila couldnt be 'touchy feely' with my girlfriend although no one but our family and band mates know about us its all top secret. Well actually like a fair few people know but dont know like the rest of the world. Lauren cleared her voice, here we go laurens going to flip and put them in their place come on baby. "I think its for the best too" i choked "what?" "Camz we cant keep being like that were starting to draw way to much attention and not even attention on the band or our music" i could not believe my ears right now. She honestly wants to call it quits. "Lauren can we talk outside?" "Girls thats final yous can all go, however were serious there will be ramifications if you dont cease the touchiness we need like Lauren said publicity to sell music and tickets not give people crap to write stupid fanfictions about" The label reps got up said bye and left then the three girls all awkwardly make conversation about going downstairs and waiting. "Camz" "Dont Lauren, if you wanted to call it quits why not tell me instead of waiting and making me fall more in love with you just for our stupid management company to tell me?" "Woah baby i dont want to call it quits i just think we need to cool off, were" "I know i heard causing too much commotion, its fine have it your way."

2 hours later...
I had been sitting in my bed for over an hour we went to lunch after the awful meeting then came back to the hotel. I had my ipod on shuffle not really listening to anything untill One Directions History came on i stopped and laid down in my usually comfortable bed with Lauren beside me, completely alone i started singing along thinking about Lauren and I god this song had a lot of meaning right now.

You gotta help me, I'm losing my mind
Keep getting the feeling you wanna leave this all behind
Thought we were going strong
I thought we were holding on
Aren't we?

No they don't teach you this in school
Now my heart's breaking and I don't know what to do
Thought we were going strong
Thought we were holding on
Aren't we?

I was walking down the hall way i had been sitting in my room for about an hour going insaine pacing my room until i realised that i needed to talk to Camila and try fix the mess i made but just as i got near her door i heard the softs sounds of the most beautifully sounding voice in the world singing the last line of the first verse of History then came the sobs from my Camz. I wanted so desperately to go in and tell her i was sorry and to forget today but the truth was even as much as i ached for Camila and how much i loved her today had to happen because we have to cool down and try get press about the band and our music instead of our could be but very real relationship. I felt like the other girls where getting sick of it all being about us. At first everyone found it cute and adorable but now i see they just get annoyed or try change the subject when it gets brought up Camila didnt notice too much so maybe thats why this was so hard on her so i turnt around and went back to my room with tears filling my eyes.

Soon there was a knock at my door, i hoped it was Lauren but dreaded that it was her. "Come in" i was happy to see it was Ally "Hey sweetie, rough day hey" "you can say riugh but id call it a day on hell. This morning i woke up beside my girlfriend then went to a meeting and came out single and heartbroken" "You guys arnt over are you? Seriously?" "You heard her Ally we need to 'cool it'." "That doesn't mean its over honey" "Ally do you see her here? I havnt seen hide or hair of her since we got back from lunch where she sat 2 chairs down from me and across the table. Its pretty clear its over. Were history" "You know Lauren better then anyone this stuff gets to her remember before we went to Brasil in 2014 You guys werent excately on good terms then" "Thats also because of stupid Bradley Simpson, The stupid jerk." "It all worked out though didnt it?" "I guess so but we had so much to deal with first" "well sweetie thats life good and bad. I just wanted to check on you and give you some wisdom and hope and too see if you wanted to come gym for a bit?" "Thanks Ally but im okay im just going to go to sleep i think i just want to forget today really" "Okay but you know where i am if you change your mind." "In the steam room?" "You know it girl. Get some rest love you." "Love you oh and Ally thank you." "Anytime your my girl"

I slowly started to dose off or day dream either way i immediately started thinking about what Ally said about last time and how hard that was on both of us.