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Jaehyuns POV

I looked over at the blinking numbers displaying on my alarm clock. I sighed, rolling over from my phone and glancing at it. The numbers read '12:30 pm'

12:30 pm
Only half an hour till...I meet this guy.
Maybe I shouldn't
Oh no
My anxietys kicking in..

"'Maybe I should wait." I mumbled to myself obviously since I lived alone in a small apartment that I purchased to train in Seoul to be an idol. I looked around the empty room, only seeing furniture and a few clothes over the place.

I really should cancel
What if he doesn't like my actual looks
What if I'm actually too white
Everyone looks better online anyway

I needed to decide since the numbers were slowly going up by minutes of my overthinking going on in my mind. It was holding me back from going anywhere, hell, it always held me back.

I grabbed the phone I abandoned before I went into thought and clicked on the 'kik' application skimming through his message. He had said he's been up since 9 am...

Wow.
I'd be rude to cancel.
He's a fuckboi tho
A fuckboi that may have fucked my feelings

It's now or never
I bit my lip nervously as my thumb began to do its typing on my lighted phone screen.

( ;) 4 votes and he won't cancel-)

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