Absolutely Terrified

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My eyes couldn't believe what I saw on the television that day...

Park Jimin, the dorky but cute boy that sat across from me during primary school became the one and only Jimin from Bangtan Boys, an exciting and trendy band that was every girl's obsession.

It's been years since they first debuted and since I saw him singing on my screen for the first time, but it still amazes me how much he's changed over time.

He still has his adorably puffy cheeks, but he looks so much more mature and grown. His once jet-black hair had been dyed many colors over the years. He currently had astonishingly red hair that fell over his piercingly dark eyes when he performed.
I would be lying if I said that I didn't think it was attractive...

I wonder if he still thinks of his past life, or if he moved on and now spends more time focusing on the future of his band.

I wonder if he ever even knew how I liked the way his eyes would scrunch up every time he laughed, and how his smile would make me feel like I had butterflies inside my stomach. I know it's cheesy, but what I said was all true, and now seeing him famous and all gives me mixed emotions. Thinking about all of the other girls now daydreaming about him makes me a bit jealous, but being able to listen to his band's music daily brings me joy.

I guess you could say that I'm a fan of Bangtan Boys. I am going to one of their fan meetings tomorrow after all...
and I'm absolutely terrified.

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