Hi guys. So after a lot of recovering and falling back i have been recovered for a few months now... so much has changed. Im almost 50 kgs now.... i have a boyfriend and.. yeah a few months ago i tried to kill myself and had to go to the hospital and in patient for a week. But thats over now. Im not suicidal anymore i just want to start losing a little more weight... i feel really fat. I mean i had a good butt but i surpassed that and now its just cellulite. Im not going to go crazy fasting at once. I just want to be skinny again. And i know i can do that. Because i am strong. I will exercise and i will eat little so i can go swimming with my boyfriend. I can do this.
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Gaining Control
Non-FictionAfter i have recovered from anorexia, my eating has gotten out of hand. Im gaining weight rapidly and i want to be fit. So this is my diary about regaining control over my life in a healthy way.
