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Hostipal [Chapter 3]

§ Phil §

Phil wouldn't ever understand his fate. That was yet to come but yet... The only things that mattered was Dan was okay, he was breathing nevertheless. As the time got later while visiting Dan eventually he had to head home which wasn't what he wanted to do, he wanted to talk to Dan until the end of the world. But visiting times did end.
It was about 10:00pm when Phil got home, he headed to bed it had been a long day, a very long day. He started to think before he closed his eyes about Ross that only ment the hatred for the asshole only grew stronger. Eventually he went back to his "happy state" and fell asleep.

§ Dan §

I woke up to a beautiful Phil walking in, I seemly couldn't hate him. We had became "friends" I smiled at the idea, Phil walked closer and eventually sat in the chair by his bed they started to talk about what happened, pokeman, anime, new videos. To be honest it didn't seem to make him angry or sad, or he was good at hiding it. This made me worried for me, what if he did something stupid because of his bottled up feelings? Eventually he had to go home soon after, I was bored so bored that I got up grabbed the drip machine and pulled it along down the hallway to the kitchen, this was a small kitchen so the machine was very diffecult to have in their eventually I got what I wanted a nice British warm cup of tea. I headed back to my dad to see a small boy with an eyepatch, it was very sad to see. So instead of heading to his bed, he walked up to the little boy and started to talk to him he was shy at first but eventually he become very talkative, he was a good kid we also watched TV together because the most interesting thing there expect being social was the TV although it was shit, but I mean it was a hostipal however we had fun eventually. I was told to go to bed, which I did.
I woke up early in the morning to a lady asking what I wanted to eat for breakfast, in which I answered "toast, please" after that nothing was interesting, hostipal is boring. Phil eventually came to visit he decided that it was time for me to be discharged seeming as I didn't need any more treatment. So I left that day with a boot on my leg were Ross had dropped me and it fractured and the my bruised stomach, luckily I didn't get anything worse. I was happy for once in my life, I cared for something more than myself. I wouldn't let anything happen to him.

§ Phil §

I was walking home with Dan, I was happy this was good the first time I've ever cared about someone. "Hey do you wanna watch my neighbour totoro, with popcorn to celebrate, umm" I waited for a reply but all I got was a smile and a hug from that action it was a yes. I blushed as he pulled away, this felt weird something I've never felt was it... Love I questioned myself. Dan suddenly blurted out "you look like a tomato what happened" he giggled and I replied with "I've never really had a friend before". "Oh guess what me too" he said in cheerful mood. But shame this wasn't going to stay forever because little did they know Dan had indeed a secret, and that secret was he was depressed and had bad anxiety, he lead to cutting to solve his problems, but this isn't important to the story quite yet. Dan and I finally made it back to my flat, we got upstairs and climbed onto the sofa, grabbed some popcorn and started watching my neighbour totoro. It was so calming that as we watched we spoke a little about little habits we had as a child like Dan had admitted to biting his nails and Phil had admitted to eating cat food because why the fuck not. Eventually the film was over they were still both in tears knowing the true meaning of the film. They rubbed their tears and headed to bed well for Dan it was to the sofa with a pillow and for Phil to afford this flat he had to save as much as possible so he had to turn all the lights of and turn off the heating. This meant it wasn't very comfortable for Dan.

§ Dan §

After hours of countless sleepless hours he decided to head upstairs and maybe ask Phil for another pillow, when he entered he saw a lifeless Phil sleeping like an angel, Dan didn't know what to do I mean he couldn't sleep, but something came over Dan and he ended up in phil's bed asleep.

§ Phil §

I woke up, to my suprise I was cuddling Dan. Well it must of been cold and plus Phil kinda crushed on Dan so maybe just maybe this was okay to him. He went downstairs at about 10am to grab a bowl of lucky charms the most unhealthy cereal ever to exist. There was no school, lucky for him he had Dan all for him. Eventually there was footsteps coming down the stairs I decided I must hide my present and scare his black soul which is hiding a little screaming girl inside. I hid behind door eventually Dan was in close range and I screamed and jumped in front of him. Suddenly it wasn't funny anymore, Dan was having a panic attack. I had read how to deal with this on tumblr, "take deep breathes I'm sorry for scaring you" eventually after comforting him for a whole hour, he calmed down. I pulled him up from the floor and said "I'm guessing this is normal, sorry I didn't know" in a worried tone. Dan just simply said "no bother, I'm okay now". After eating breakfast we decide to go out to collect some of his things from Ross's we both knew this was dangerous. One of the things Dan needed to get was his box cutter.