Blu POV
I don't want a baby. I don't want a baby. I fucking hate this shit! Morning sickness and mood swings. This is why I waited so long to date a boy. I want a baby but, I think I could just try again at a later time. I want the baby to have a good life not a crappy life because they parents 16 in high school trying to provide for them and the baby. Nope! I ain't Finna penny pinch. I got fucking money issues already. Yeah, Bryson famous but he can't feed the whole hood. Yeah, August famous but he can barely feed himself. They got money but not enough for a little family plus they family. This baby ruining my life. I thought I was a heartless savage. I know I'm saying how I don't want a baby and stuff but, deep down I grew attached to my baby. I feel bad for ever trying to hurt her. I'm still not ready but, a miscarriage would break my heart. August grew attached to this baby more then me. I can tell, he gone be devestated more then I ever would be. I could just give her up for adoption and take her back when I'm ready. I mean, yeah let my child think these strangers her parents and then show up years later saying I'm mommy? Nope. I am really stressed out about what I'm going to do. I heard stress is bad for the baby so I guess I will just stress a little to probably lose it? No! Why do I wanna kill this baby? She didn't ask to be here! I can't decide what to do!
Bryson POV
Harley and the twins get along well. She loves holding them and playing with them. She loves Jaylen too. I can see us being a family. Blu hates our relationship. I honestly think she is jealous. But, I can't be in a relationship with my baby sister. That's just nasty! I don't like August at all. He just not good enough for my baby sister. I'm not jealous, well I don't think. I just don't know. My heart is with Jaylen but my mind is with Blu. I can't express how I feel I'm just gonna write a song. 👇
Been That Way
Bryson Tiller
BEEN THAT WAY
[Verse 1]
I wanna know how we became so distant girl
The way we fell in love it was almost instant
I'm tryna find a way around it
Girl tell me how you feel about it
You still love me, that's the way it's sounding
Thank God I would have never found this, I doubt it
I'm there for you if you allow it
Girl you know I gotta keep you around me
All this paper we counting, blazing these ounces
Spending on you baby no matter what the amount is
Now you wanna know what's gotten into me, what's changed?
I guess I had a hard time showing it at first but
[Hook]
Baby it's been that way
Baby it's been that way
Baby I still feel the same
Something I gotta maintain
Listen to me when I say
Baby it's always, always, always been that way
It's always been that way
(Didn't I tell you girl?)
It's always been that way
Baby I still feel the same
Something I gotta maintain
|Ashantie Lawrence|
Died April 22,2016 at 11:07 pm. On tombstone:Gone but left her mark
|Imani Harris|
Died April 18,2016 at 4:57 am. On tombstone:You called God for help and he gave it to you
|Tamia Wade|
Currently pregnant but soon leaving the story
|Geovonni Shepherd|
Found dead on April 17,2016 cause of death? Suicide. Alonzo did it but made it look like a suicide.
|This was only a filler chapter so y'all can get off my back😊 but it's okay! I'm spending a whole week and weekend on the next chapter I update Friday and Wednesday
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Whole notha level: A Bryson Tiller story
FanficHey i'm new to this but this story is about Bryson discovering himself as an artist. His sister on the other hand, Blu has fallen in love wit Mia. Blu will have to stop herself from being unfaithful to Mia. Bryson is trying to steer her in the right...
