I pulled back away from him, wrinkling my nose when he licked it. I grabbed his ears and scratched behind them, causing him to stick his tongue out and pant adorably. I put my forehead to his and allowed myself to look deep into my dog’s eyes. “I love you, Mr. Meowsir,” I said, poking his nose.
Getting up from my crouched position, I patted my dog on the head once and then headed over to the kitchen to feed him and get some breakfast.
As soon as I walked in, I laid eyes on my mother and father talking to an empty space. A vile rose in my throat and I ran back to my room, slamming the door behind me. I crashed into my bed and smothered my face in my pillow, and began to cry my eyes out.
I couldn’t do it.
This wasn’t fair. All I did was ask for one more day to tell Brent I love him! I never meant for anyone to be hurt. I never meant for Brent to be stuck in here with me. I never asked for this.
I stopped myself. Yes I did. No matter how innocent it was. I asked for this. I wished for this. I’m the reason for everyone being in this situation.
Grabbing at my hair, I began twisting it, releasing the pain from my body. I began convulsing again, but not from blood. From hate towards myself.
Why do I always manage to mess things up? I’m the reason that Brent is in this situation. I’m the reason that Alex is dead.
I’m the reason Meg is dead.
I began to choke on my sobs, an empty feeling in my stomach either from pain or from hunger. I dismissed it and started to pound my fist on my bed.
This isn’t fair! They didn’t deserve this!
Life is temporary.
We are always so self-absorbed about our own problems that we have no idea that they could end soon and not in the way we wanted.
Our life is as beautiful as a rose. As fragile as a butterfly.
I felt a hand on my back and I froze. “Sh…” the voice behind the hand said.
“Brent?” I asked, and I turned to look right into the green eyes if my boyfriend.
“Yes, honey, it’s me,” he said softly. “Are you ok?”
“No, I’m not,” I said. “Andrea killed Meg.”
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The Day
Mystery / ThrillerIt's Hailee Windor's 18th birthday. Part of a shooting, she dies on the evening of one of the biggest days of her life thus far. What she doesn't know when she wishes for one more chance to tell her best friend, Brent, that she loves him, is that sh...
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