Different // Narry

4

"I-I m-made H-Harry cry" I scratch the back of my neck trying to let out the whole sentence without stuttering but i failed,

"Wait, What?!" He almost shout. Almost. "You made him cry?!" He put both of his hand in the table as he shout, but this time there wasnt an 'almost' word cause he's practically shouting towards me and it was pretty loud, i bet even Harry could hear his loud obnoxious voice,

Do you know why he acted like that? Its because since we're a kid, Greg already considered Harry as his second little brother- after me, of course. His love towards Harry are much bigger than his love towards our parents. But its not a suprise for me- i mean, even i sometimes wish i could be adopted by someone,

"Yes but not in physical way. I called him 'Princess' and he cried so i thought maybe its because of that, so i went to his house last night and apologized but he said its not because of the pet name" I stop as i turn my attention back towards my food "So calm your tits down" I gaze back towards my old brother as i roll my eyes,

He let out a loud sigh of relief before continuing to eat his food. But suddenly his mood change drastically "Cliché Niall" He let out a soft chuckels,

"What?" I frown,

"What i mean is, you really need to stop acting like a romeo. You know, you have phone. Why not start using them?" He shake his head still letting out a soft chuckels as he chew his food slowly,

"I'm a gentelman, i wont apologize using phone. Plus it makes me look more cooler" I smile proudly,

"You really want to impress Harry that badly arent ya?" Now his chuckels turns to a laugh- a loud obnoxious laugh,

"Shut up" I start to groan. To be honest, Greg was right, i really want to impress Harry that badly with my 'bad ass' look. It all started when i turn 15, i started to ask myself over and over again, did i have a feeling for Harry? Yes? No? Maybe?

Until this right moment, i still dont know.

Greg calmed himself down before opening his mouth again "Hey Niall" He calls my name in a serious tone- but not that serious cause i could still hear a soft chuckels behind his serious tone,

"Mhm" i hum as a respond,

"Do you remember back when everyone is crying over moms dead body?" His face changed into a hard expression,

"Yeah" i nod,

"And do you remember when Harry was right beside you crying like its his own mother dead body he saw?" He continues,

"Yeah" i nod rather fast this time. I still remember every little details where Harry started to grab my arms but i didn't respond anything cause i was too sad to say anything. It's difficult to put a smile when you sees your mothers name written in a black stone with a R.I.P sign on it,

"When the ceremony were finally over, Harry started to run towards me. He hugged me as he cry in my arms, he keep repeating "I'm so sorry for your lost" but i just put a genuine small smile on face and said "buddy, thats okay" and its hard you know to act strong when everything seems to fall apart. And suddenly Harry spoke again, but this time he keeps repating your name over and over again, its wierd to see how much broken he is when its not even his mother that died that day" Greg put on his most sweetest smile that i've seen plenty of time when he feels happy,

"He's one emotional lad" I chuckel,

"Yeah, aggre" He nod his head aggreing with what i just said,

"But thats what i admire the most from him, he's maybe a crybaby because he's too emotional but thats what makes him Harry" I feel my cheeks started to burn because i never admitted to anyone that i - Niall James Horan- admire Harry Edward Styles,

Not until now, but hey- he's just my brother, he wont tell anyone.

"Why dont you just date him already?" Greg wiggels  his eyebrows,

My eyes bulge "What?!" Greg raised his shoulder acting like he's innocent "What? You like him and i'm pretty sure he likes you too. So why not a date?" One more time he wiggels his eyebrows playfully,

"Thats not going to happen. We fought alot. And i have a diffrent personality from him, it almost seems impossible him being my boyfriend" I shake my head unbelievable,

Thats the truth, but the last word i'm not quiet sure,

Greg knew i was gay since we're a kid but for everyone else outside this house, they only knew that i was bi not gay. I'm not covering anything, i tried to tell them i was 100 percent gay but they didn't believe me, so it's their faults not mine,

"You two always fought like an old couple, you guys really need to stop acting like that" He smirk,

"Acting like what?" I frown my eyebrows looking confused as fuck with what he just said,

"Acting like you two hate each other" He let out a soft chuckels,

"We're not acting" I roll my eyes and as quick as that i crossed my arm so now its tighten around my muscly chest,

"Tell that to the 'i really like you' look you two always throw toward each other everytime you guys talked nor fought" He scoff,

"You stalk us?" I press the 'stalk' word,

"No i didn't stalk you guys, you two just cant contain your love" He groans but still putting the same damn smirk i've been seing a couple of minutes ago,

We cant contain our what?!

(A/N)

Sorry for the slow update! Hope you enjoy the chapter xx