Dear Maddie,
Do you believe in God? Did you believe in Him when you did it? Was it the thought of your happy place, away from the terrors of our shitty earth enough to make you tip those pills into your mouth? Or was it freedom? Freedom from ever having to think or breath or open your eyes ever again? I don't know what I believe in. But I can't stay here without you.
I love you so much
- Jared
