I have a stupid name, my mum wanted to be different so she spelt Toby with a I? Don't ask. I have a pretty perfect life. I live in a country where everyone is excepted, school and hospital are free. I don't get bullied my family is healthy and happy, and I have the best best friend in the whole world her names Jasmine,
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I called jazzy or jazz for short. I don't have many problems in my life except from one.
I hate myself, it's really bad and really unhealthy, I dont know what to do with myself any more I hate my body I have scars are not wrists, my shoulders my back, you name a body part I probably have some sort of scar. I walked on the street and people stare at me, eyes fixed on any piece of skin showing, I feel the burning of judgement and guilt, descust and pity.
They look at my body dragging itself along, they see a dead man walking because that's where I am now. My life, the way I see my life has gotten so bad I might as well already be dead.
But anyway I'm 17, I'm tobi, and this is My story... Well Kinda.
