25th March, 2016
4:34 pmBored af. Why not share?
My summers usually go like this:
1.) Wake up
2.) Do all things necessary (bath, eat, etc.)
3.) Stay inside the house
4.) Allow half of myself to die of boredom
5.) SleepUnless someone plans something and I am up for it.
Yeah.
Okay next thing: I am hella grumpy and sad right now. I don't understand myself sometimes. But I frickin' cried two minutes ago. And I am about to cry right now. Wait. It's coming...
Nevermind, they stopped.
Anyway... Why am I grumpy?
Not so sure. Maybe the fact that I am aware that I am not doing anything with my life? The probability that I may not be capable of coping with what a certain someone wants from me or expects me to do? The fact that I am about to cry again what the fuck why does this keep on happening to me?????!:$28:?-@,- candcej
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Update:
4:51 pm
I'm fine.
YOU ARE READING
Just Sharing.
Randoma supposed diary; fair warning: a lot of emotional, self-deprecating moments, as well as oversharing