She told me she would never leave.
She said I should trust again so I put it in her.
The very start of my free fall to despair.
Given an ultimatum that I could not answer.
I feel torn broken and shattered.
the very person I trusted the most has hurt me.
I made the barriers to protect me.
You told me to let them down so I did for you.
now look at me.
crying because I was a fool to let you in.
I'm better with my barriers up.
at least then no one can hurt me.
