iii. private transmission

day 5

it's been tough, lately

moving on.

although i was telling my self not to cry

i end up crying

wasting two tissue boxes.

no, i haven't ate ice cream

because i eat

doritos instead.

but during class,

it's hard to focus on what the professor is saying

because i've been replaying the last conversation me and jimin had.

the guilt in his face when i realized.

the pain in my eyes

and in my body.

the regret

i replay it all.

because even though i try to forget this

i end up thinking about

jimin

and the train rides

and those eleven months that we shared

the kisses

the laughs

even cries

keep on coming back to me

and so that's why i cry

at the end of the day.

one point for you, jimin.

_________

hi guys