I used to play
pretend
all the time
when I was little.
...
When I learned to walk,
I pretended
I was a cat
so that I could jump
and leap.
And slink around
people's legs
at fancy dinner parties.
And lie in the garden
and talk to the sun.
...
When I learned to read
I pretended
That I was inside the books.
So that I could fly
and fight
with but words
and a wand.
And have the sense
to find the Hatter
some decent
decaf tea.
...
When I learned to see
I pretended
I was invisible.
So I could look at you all I wanted
And take your hair
out from behind your ear
and pretend
that it was just
the wind.
So I could pretend all the words,
all the daggers,
were obviously meant for the wall
behind me.
And so that I could sneak
into the biscuit cupboard
whenever
I pleased.
...
When I learned to love
I pretended
That I didn't care
that you didn't even
like girls' that much.That it didn't matter
that I couldn't hug you
in public
cause you were scared
about what people
would think.
That I meant it in a friendly way
when I told you
I loved you.
That it didn't fucking hurtwhen you said you were in love
with that guy
in our class.
That the marks on my wrists
were only
stupid accidents.
That I tell you the truth
every morning
at school
when you ask me
how I am.
That I
am
fine.
I'm so sorry. 'When I learned to love' - that makes me cringe so much. Ugh. I'm sorry.
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ESTÁS LEYENDO
Playing Guns [ Poetry ]
PoesíaThree war poems (...I think) And mabey some others... Read them and find your own explanation because I'm not even sure what some of them are about... (the tags are just some of my thoughts but you might think differently)