These memories plague my mind
Like a flesh eating disease
It never stops until there is nothing left
It leaves you broken
Lost
Empty
I try so damn hard
To keep the disease ridden memories locked away
In my door of obscurity
Making sure it never shows the nightmare ever again
But the more I try
The more it shows
Seeping through the door
I can’t get away from it
It never leaves me alone
You just want to know
What it feels like to live
Live in peace
Never knowing pain
Sorrow
Rage
You just want one damn day to feel alive
Will this day ever come?
Will I ever get to see
The beauty at the end of this life?
Or will I just see the nightmare?
Hear the loud blast
Deafening my ears
As the tiny object
Aiming right for me
Swiftly touches my skin
My nightmare comes
I keep my hope clinging to my heart
As its cold cloud surrounds me
Engulfing me in its abyss
YOU ARE READING
What is there?
PoetryDepressing Poems, caution, trigger warnings possible. Feel free to critique, any feedback helps me out with improving.