Love Will Lead You Back ( A New Chapter Begins)

Till We Meet Again

Vice's POV:

" Pls, bumalik ka "

" hindi pa naman to ang huli diba? "

"babalikan mo pa kami! "

" makikita ka pa ulit namin
"

" mag bobonding rin ulit tayo tulad ng dati "

" babalik ka, alam namin. "

" you never break any of your promises right? and you promised to stay. "

those words were like an echo. so far yet I can feel it linger thru every single fiber of my being. I shivered.

I swallowed, I never felt more hurt than this moment. THAT moment.

they figured out, of course they will. no secrets ever lasted so long. I know it and they also know me.....know me so well.

they knew something was wrong, they knew things will never be the same again, they knew everything has and will change.

but the best part was, even after the moment they knew......I know they will stay. they will fight...they will be strong.

they will become everything I failed to be...

I am hurt. I am worried, heck yes I am. I am in pain, every damn second. I have doubts, so many. but I am happy.

I am not being biased but I can safely say that I have the best family in the world. I dont just call them my fans, thats an understatement. fans leave, but family doesn't. and they didnt, so I consider them one.

my family, my ponies....God, I can't even thank you enough for bringing each of those psycho in my life. without them, it will never be the same. I wouldn't have gone that far and high in my career without them.

I felt something wet ran down my cheeks, of course I know this is gonna happen. it has been like this for the past days? week? month? or maybe a year?

I've lost count on how many times I've cried my eyes out.

" Ponies, if only I can stay longer. I'd willingly take it, if God allows me to, " sitting in the sand by the seashore, it made me want to cry more. the silence is killing me. it almost made me deaf.

" but we all know right? that miracles only happen very rare. and I guess I am not one of those fortunate people to be given one " I am sobbing again, a very common thing for me to do.

I hugged myself. my thick sweater and scarf is not enough to make me feel warm. how could it be enough? the coldness is inside my body. I just dont know how to put fire to melt it down.

that's okay, of course it will be.

will it be really okay?

then I looked to my right,....Im not sure if it will be, but im setting my hopes high.

" its cold. you should sit near the fire pit to keep yourself warm. "

" nah, im okay. its cold but the view is just breathtaking. " I swear it is, it makes me sooo fuckng speechless.

it feels unreal to have this kind of view greet me every single time I open the windows or every time I decide to have some moment of my own by the shore.

that's why I've loved it here ever since. its another place I'd put in my "favorites"

I have always loved home, the Philippines,.manila....everything..but I  wouldn't trade this beauty for any other place. here, I feel safe, secured...and at peace. I dont have to worry about anything else aside from the thought that any time might be the last.