A/N: if you guys didn't know maskys real name is Tim.
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Tims POV
"Night tobester." I watched him Walk back to his room. After a minute of letting my eyes linger on him I slowly turned my attention to the fridge. I suddenly got a slight craving for something sweet.
I dug around in the fridge and pulled out Brian's (aka hoodie) leftover cheesecake.
I let out a small huff as I ate. My mind drifted to toby, I couldn't help but find the little bastard cute as a button.
I love the way his hair is always ruffled and the way he stutters and curses time to time.
After several minutes I finished my food and cleaned up after myself.
Toby's words popped into my head, "only if you do the same.." I sighed... I didn't feel tired at all but... I have nothing better to do..
I climbed the stairs to my room and walked by Toby's door. I heard him talking.. I leaned in and listened to what he said,
"I...I like Tim... I-I like, like tim...possibly love him..huh..."
My face heated up as his stuttered words processed through my mind.
I stumbled to my room and shut the door behind me. I lay back in bed and comprehend what he said. "He...I......"
I was speechless.. All I could manage was a few incomprehensive words.
A sudden wave of sadness and guilt seemed to drown my thoughts. I started to mutter to myself...
"All that time.. That.. I was so rude he just wanted someone to notice him. All he wanted was for me to notice him.. He... He likes me.. A lot.. And I was such a ass... God Toby I'm..I'm so sorry..."
I felt my eyes well up with hot salty tears. My throat clenched up and my vision became blurry.
I relaxed and let my tears fall. I took in a deep breath and promised myself I'd be more nice to him.. Even if he was a annoying little fucker..
My fuzzy thoughts soon faded to black as I drifted further into sleep.
~Tobys POV ~
I woke up in a cold sweat. My night terrors haven't improved at all when I go here..
I sat up, I felt sticky and sweaty but I was cold. I didn't like the feeling..
I wiped off my forehead. The nightmare I had brought up some dark memories. My head swirled in a whirlwind of insults.
Stupid
Awkward
Faggot
Bastard
Asshole
Pig
Mental
Each word seemed to be perfectly etched into my brain. This is me... This is who I am...these are my traits... But I'm just like everyone else... Each one of us holds insanity and guilt somewhere deep down..
I groaned in frustration and got up to look for my pills. My head began to spin and I was feeling nauseous. I found the bottle but there was nothing in it.
"Sigh...I wonder if anyone else has more...." Then I remembered.. Tim always has his meds. I could ask him for a couple...but...is he still awake..?
Tim's POV
I was awaken by the creaking of my door and a soft voice, "Timmy.....? Are you still awake....?"
I stretched and rubbed my eyes, "toby? Is that you...? What do you want....?"
"I ran out of meds...I had a nightmare...."
I sat up slowly trying to remember if I still had any of my meds.
"No....I don't think...I have anymore meds for now but... You can sleep with me if it makes u feel better..." I softly smiled as he flinched.
Toby's POV
I felt my face heat up as several scenarios popped into my mind. "I-I...w-w...uhmm..."
I gave in and softly muttered, "okay....I guess..." I slightly shrugged and crawled into bed as he laid back. He swept me into his arms and held me close to his chest.
My face was burning, I wanted to say something but nothing came out. As if the words were caught in my throat.
Tim's POV
I held toby close and stuffed my face in his messy hair. He felt warm and soft and sometimes he'd twitch.
I felt my eyes become heavy as he hesitantly wrapped his arms round me.
I felt so happy yet... Another feeling seemed to flood into my mind. It was sadness... I began to feel sad for him..
He had a terrible past... He was always picked on and bullied... No one ever really loved him besides his sister and to make matters worse she died right in front of him!
I felt his body go limp which snapped me out of my thoughts. His breathing deepened and he began to softly snore.
I couldn't help but smile. I kissed him on the forehead and nuzzled his hair.
"Goodnight tobester...."
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Oh holy damn that took forever, I am sooo sorry guys I got caught up in school and bs like that...so I'll try to update every weekend..
