No matter how hard I try.
To be what you want.
I cant do it.
Just see how hard I fought.
I cant seem to fathom.
Why you always scream.
Dont you see.
I'm stumbling.
Stumbling in the dark.
Nowhere to go.
Nobody can understand.
Thats why I cut.
Bleed out my pain.
Cry my heart out.
Wake up screaming.
Screaming for help.
Screaming but silence.
Nobody can understand.
All the hurt.
As I sit here with my knife.
I think of all you have hurt me.
And I smile at the pain.
And the burning.
I lay back let it go and engulf me.
No matter how hard I try.
To be what you want.
I cant do it.
Just see how hard I fought.
Written By Me: Skylar
