Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 50 - Broken Pieces

"It means a lot to me! I'm able to fulfill one of his dreams!"

The excitement was rising as I got closer to my office,

"Is he your boyfriend?"

Alex asked catching me off guard,

"Oh, no we are just friends. Besides, I have a boyfriend anyways."

I smiled thinking of Louis, I am so infatuated with him.

"Oh yeah, Mr. Baby daddy?"

Alex said joking with me about Eleanor's revenge,

"Haha yeah that one."

I said going along with it, we both head Ashton and Michael in my office and we stopped,

"But I thought you hated her?"

Ashton said to Michael,

"Yeah I really do but she's a good song writer."

He said piercing my heart a little,

"Well you shouldn't use her like that!"

Ashton defended me,

"Why? So she can have more time to go see Louis who's only going to hurt her? No."

Alex coughed breaking the tension as they both looked up at me, both of them shocked.

It was awkward for a second as I couldn't even look at Michael. I'm hurt that he's that jealous of Louis to not want to be my friend anymore. I'm really disappointed in him and thought we were closer then that.

"Uhm so I got Alex Gaskarth to help us finish the song. I know that it's your dream to write with him."

Michael drifted his eyes to Alex as they widened with excitement and joy. Just exactly what I was hoping as a reaction, but now... I'm not too sure.

"Hey dude it's gonna be awesome working with you."

I nodded as Ashton was about to say something,

"Guys, why don't you three write the song in the main office."

I said not making eye contact with them, Alex nodded as he gave me a hug and whispered in my ear.

"Don't worry, he's acting like this because he has feelings for you."

I was shocked as he patted my back and looked at the guys,

"Okay guys lets go! We don't have long."

He said as Ashton followed him out the door, Michael stopped in front of me as he tried to explain,

"Roxy, just let me explain-"

But I just looked at the floor,

"Just get out."

I said as I went to my desk upset,

It looked like he wanted to say something. But then he walked out

-Perrie's POV-

I was sitting in the middle of the tour bus and I was sad. We have about two more days until we go home for our well deserved break.

I really need a break from everyone. I feel really bad about how things ended with Zayn. I will always love him; but I think the connection died between us.

I squirted some more whip cream in my mouth from the can as I put it down and picked up a strawberry and start chewing on that. I don't know what to do with myself because it's normal that I'm going to be sad about this. I really hope I don't see Louis because I can't hide my feelings for him and I don't want him to catch on to it because then I will lose him too..

I let out a tear as I heard my phone ringing,

I saw that Roxy was trying to call me again. But I can't talk to her anymore.... I think I might actually have to tell Louis my feelings for him because this will ruin us but I guess I have to do it for him and Roxy so there's nothing she has to be worried about.

"Hey, I was looking for you everywhere."

I looked at the door to see Louis standing there. He was wearing a black t-shirt and black jeans with a gray beanie.

"Well I'm here."

I said squeezing more whip cream in my mouth. Louis decided to walk towards me as he sat down next to me on the floor.

"So I heard about you and Zayn and what happened."

My eyes widened, I thought he wouldn't tell anybody just yet.

"What did he say?"

I asked him hoping Zayn didn't tell him how I felt about him...

"He said that you guys just had a falling out and that things haven't been the same since you both started the tour. Apparently you both have feelings for other people too."

My eyes widened again, and I didn't want him to say that to Louis because now he's going to ask me-

"So who is this guy you have feelings for? I am still curious to know since you told me last night."

He just had to ask, didn't he?

"Louis, like I said. You don't know him so why does it matter?"

He rolled his eyes and gestures towards the whip cream,

I handed it to him as he sprayed it in his mouth. He smiled with the whip cream going all over his face as I smiled.

"Yes! I knew that would make you smile!"

My smile didn't seem to want to go away. I finally looked into his eyes and I could see that I can't lie to him.... It doesn't feel right, he is my best friend after all.

"Louis there's something I need to tell you."

I started, trying to calm myself down.

He smiled at me and placed his hand on mine,

"What is Pezz?"

His eyes were sparkling with concern. I love that he worries and cares about me like this. I need to do this, take a deep breathe Perrie and drop the bomb and we'll see what happens.

"The guy that I have feelings for..."

I dwelled on it as I looked away from him as he let go of my hand. I looked back at him and he was looking at the floor... I think he caught on.

"Louis it's-"

"Hey Perrie! We need you for rehearsals."

Jade said as she helped me up,

"Later Louis."

Jade said as she took me too rehearsals... I think that Louis caught on that it was him. Or maybe he's still oblivious, I honestly don't know... But I hope this doesn't hurt anyone.

Hey!!!!!! So Perrie tried to tell Louis how she felt! I'm loving this! And Roxy knows that Michael hates her, so keep reading to find out how things turn out. We only have three or two more chapters left!
Stay strong lovelies xx