Can We Create Something Beautiful

My Stomach's Tied in Knots

Chapter 4

Oh, my stomach's tied in knots

I'm afraid of I'll find if you you wanna talk tonight

Ooh ooh

See the problem isn't you, it's me I know

I can tell, I've seen it time after time

And I'll push you away (mmm)

I get so afraid, oh, no

And I can't live without you know

Oh-oh

I can't even live with myself

Oh-oh-oh

And I can't live without you know

Oh oh

And I don't want nobody else

Oh-oh-oh

I only have myself to blame

But you think we can start again?

'Cause I can't live without you

Oh, my stomach's tied in knots

I'm afraid of what I'll find if I see you again

tonight

Ooh ooh

See the problem isn't you, it's me I know

I do this every single time

I'll push you away (ooh)

I get so afraid, oh, no

And I can't live without you now

Oh oh

I can't even live with myself

Oh-oh-oh

And I can't live without you now

Oh oh

I can't even live with myself

Oh-oh-oh

And I don't want nobody else

Woah-oh-oh

I only have myself to blame

But do you think we can start again

I only have myself to blame

But do you think we can start again

I only have myself to blame

But do you think we can start again

I only have myself to blame

Let's start again

Let's start again

I can't live without you

Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh

Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh

Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh

Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh

And I can't live without you now

Oh-oh

I can't even live with myself

Oh-oh-oh

I can't live without you now

Oh-oh

And I don't want nobody else

Oh-oh-oh

'Cause I can't live without you now

Oh-oh

I can't even live with myself

Oh-oh

And I can't live without you now

Oh-oh

'Cause I don't want nobody else

Nobody else

Nobody else

I can't live without you

Oh oh

I sang in the shower as I washed out all the conditioner from my hair. I shut off the steaming hot water and stepped out of the shower. I grabbed a towel and dried off and grabbed my boyshorts and black sports bra and slipped them on. I then grabbed my black leggings and Marvel hoodie and slipped it on and threw my hair into a messy bun and put in my floral cross gauges. I grabbed a pair of black socks and walked downstairs with a towel to clean up the water on the floor. As I was walking down the stairs, I saw halloween decorations on the railing, halloween balloons and other decorations for a birthday. Oh, it's my birthday tomorrow. Tomorrow is Halloween and yes, I am a halloween baby. It's sick being born on that day. You get candy and cake and presents. Triple whammy! Back to the story. I slowly walk down the stairs and I see all the guys including Chris sitting in the living room as if nothing was wrong. I saw Crimson sitting on Ricky's lap with his arms around her waist, Harley sitting on Andy's lap with her feet on Ashley's lap and Andy's arms wrapped tightly around her waist. I chuckled and grabbed my phone and snapped a photo of both couples and then realized that Ghost was sitting on Balz's lap. I silently awwed and snapped some photos of them and shoved my phone back into my leggings. As I was walking to them, I slipped on water "Fuck!" I yelped as I fell straight on my ass with tears in my eyes. Everybody turned to look at me and laughed. Chris chuckled lightly but looked at my face and realized I was in pain. He shot up off the couch and rushed to my side and wrapped his arms around me as I cried into his shoulder. I don't really know why but I think it's from shifting for the first time. I'm such a sissy. He lifted me up so I had my legs around his waist again and my arms were draped over his shoulders as he walked to the couch to comfort me. He sat on the couch with me still on his lap. His hands were around my middle as I faced the two bands. I still had the tears in my eyes but they wouldn't fall from my eyes. Crimson and Harley smiled softly at me. Then I felt something soft brush against my leg. I looked down to see Nyx. I smiled and picked her up and cradled her in my hands like a newborn kitten. I smiled at her as she started to purr as she rubbed against my body.