Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 49 - The Way I Loved You

I heard my phone ringing as I looked to see who it was, speaking of the devil.

I answered my phone and heard loud breathing on the other end

"Louis?"

"Oh my god babe, you left without saying goodbye."

He said as I smiled, I missed hearing him call me babe,

"Yeah I was mad so I came back home and almost got fired since I take way too many days off."

Louis laughed on the other end as I giggled a little bit too,

"Well I guess we won't be seeing each other for a while."

He said disappointed,

"I guess not."

"Well since you left, it gave me time to think about what happened and I am terribly sorry about how defensive I got. Roxy I love you and I want you to know that, it's just the things that happened there caused me to lose you and I just don't want it to happen again so that's why I didn't want to talk about it. And my mother is a touchy subject at the moment."

I sighed,

"I know it is but if we want anything to work, you have to open up to me willingly and not because I asked you to. I love you Louis but if we want this to work, we have to be honest with each other."

I heard someone yelling Louis name in the background, they screamed out that he has 5 minutes until he goes on stage.

"I am really sorry Rox but I have to –"

"It's okay Louis I understand, you have to go. Call me later if you are not too tired, okay?"

I smiled as I put down the box from my desk and sat down,

"Alright, just remember I love you with my entire heart baby."

I felt my cheeks flush as I replied,

"I love you too baby, bye."

I hung up smiling like an idiot. Those old feelings came right into my heart, I am so happy you don't understand I love him so much and I am really happy to be with him.

I had an idea and opened up my laptop and started to type away.

-Perrie's POV-

I didn't know what to anymore, because I cant even look at Zayn the same. These feelings I have for Louis are getting stronger and stronger by the days. I already know it is not going to work out between him and Roxy—

I heard the door open to the tour bus and was surprised to see Louis all sweaty. He sat down in front of me as I was a little bit worried, why is he here with me?

"Hey Pezza."

He said out of breath, I swear to god if he did something with Roxy and is coming to tell me all about it like he usually does, I don't want to hear about it.

"Hey.."

I said awkwardly, I am nervous because I can't hide my feelings any more.

"So we just finished our show tonight, and I am wondering if there is something that I can do for you."

I looked at him worried and crossed my legs.

"What do you mean?'

"Well there seems to be something on your mind and you've been really quiet with me lately, have I done anything to you?"

He asked me, yes you have done something Louis. You are alive and you are beautiful! And yes you may have been an asshole with Roxy but you have never been like that to me. I wish we could be together... But I guess im dreaming.

"There's nothing wrong Louis. I am good, but thanks for the concern—"

"Do you not remember who I am? I am your best friend since pre-kindergarten, I know when you are lying so don't try it with me."

Fudgecake! I think I will be honest with him about Zayn, and my feelings for him but I won't identify that it is him.

"Well, if you want to know the truth. I think Zayn and I are going to break up."

His eyes widened,

"Why Pezza, what happened?"

I sighed and continued,

"We lost that connection that we used to have, and it started ever since he became friends with Roxy and I developed feelings for someone else so I guess the break up will be mutual."

I mean, it really sucks that Zayn and I are over but it had to happen some time.

'Pezza, I am so sorry. I knew he had something for Roxy but I didn't know he still does. He isn't worth it, you know?"

I nodded my head,

"So who is this guy you developed feelings for?"

He asked catching me off guard,

"Oh, don't worry. You don't know him."

I said and before Louis could reply, the door swung open and I saw Zayn walk in with a bouquet of red roses. As soon as he saw me and Louis he smiled, even though I already know he knows that things aren't normal between us.

"Louis, can I talk to Perrie alone, please."

Louis nodded his head and left. As soon as he closed the door, Zayn had a tear in his eye.

"Zayn?"

I asked him concerned,

"Tell me the truth; you have feelings for him. Don't you?"

He said as he held the roses downwards,

"Don't lie to me Perrie, ever since Roxy and I started being friends, you have been all over him."

He said with tears rolling down his face as I took a deep breath,

"I don't have feelings for him—"

"Perrie! Why are you lying to me? I see the way you look at him, you used to look at me like that.... But that connection we had and built. It just faded away because of him –"

"Okay don't blame it all on him Zayn it wasn't his fault –"

He raised his voice as he dropped the roses,

"Who's fault is it Perrie? It certainly isn't mine –"

"Are you serious? Zayn, once you started being with friends with Roxy you stopped telling me things. When you sister died, you told her first and then went to her funeral with Roxy. I was close to Waliyah too you know. Way closer than Roxy ever was or could be. And the worst of it all was that I had to surprise you and see that you kissed her. Admit it Zayn, you have feelings for her and it has been for a long time, but you know you don't have a chance with her so that's why you didn't break up with me. If you did have a chance with her, you probably would have broken up with me in a heartbeat."

I said as tears started rolling down my face too,

"Im not happy anymore and I know you aren't either."

He nodded his head,

"I tried so hard making it work Perrie I did, I will always love you."

I tried to smile but it was hard, I took off my ring and gave it back to him as he took it and held it in his hands.

"I am so sorry Zayn, I will always care about you –"

"Yeah, right."

He said hurt as he picked up the roses and placed them on the table.

"Perrie, I will always love you too. I really wish this didn't have to happen."

He said as he kissed my forehead and walked off of the bus.

I can't believe it.... It's really over.

Hello loveliessssssssssssssssssssssss, please don't kill me because Zerrie broke up! The only reason I made them break-up is because they are broken up in real life so I thought it would be good to do. Anyways, I love how Louis almost found out that Perrie has feelings for him. And obviously Loxy made up so there is no bad blood. Anyways, stay strong lovelies xx.