Chapter 2
Eyes watery,dust clustered in corners,curls nowhere to be seen,my heart immediately racing."Its ok" the deep blue eyed boy soothingly tampered into my ears,his voice electrifying yet not close to that soothing velvet shrilling voice."I miss him" I spoke out of breath due to another one of my 'dreams' or ether 'nightmares',my eyes darting up to the white paled ceiling,grey eyes observing my scrunched up nose,long fingers scratching through my hair,yet they weren't as long,firm and unique as Harry's."I know you do baby" he continued speaking softly into my hair,elbows lifting up his weight,fingers skimming through my tangled brown hair "But its been almost 2 years you have to get over it,you have me and I have you that's all we need right now" he confirmed,his fingers still grazing through my dark brown hair untangling the tight tangles.Curtains blowing,cool air rushing in,mens after shave contracting with my nose,although they weren't as mint scented as Harry's used to be."And Cecilia" I corrected my boyfriend Niall.
He nodded quickly,anticipated."Yes,see baby,we all have each other,this is all going to go away soon but you have to take full control of it" he said soothingly in a hushed tone.I nodded,wiping the tears off my already wet cheeks."We all miss Harry and I know you still love him" he told me,eye lashes tracing his eyelids,not thickly dark and long as Harry's though."I do" I pronounced.His face turning away from me,thumbs trickling against his eyes dabbing the pads against it softly before turning back to me,my hand pressing to his flushed cheek "But I love you too" I quickly told him,dismissing any other thoughts that could be going through his head this very moment."I know and I love you too baby.Its just we have to move on from Harry,he's gone" he looked down at the dark black coloured covers settling over our bodies."But its hard and its even harder knowing his 24th birthday is coming up Niall" I told the grown boy next to me.He nodded "I know and we'll be having a family gathering,just try to smile,at least for Cecilia" he cheered me up sending me a small yet visible smile,but no dimples appearing in his boned cheeks,no plumpness situated in them either.I kept comparing my dead ex boyfriend Harry to my healthy and alive boyfriend Niall,it was getting to me and I had other things I had to be dealing with,like Cecilia growing up and wanting to know where her curly haired impaling green eyed father was.It was either lying to my 5 year old overjoyed daughter,pronouncing Niall to be her true father,or telling her the truth of her father dying whilst she had been taking her first baby steps.
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I didn't know what it'd be but I knew I had to tell her sooner,and not wait until she's a full grown teenager,I had to tell Cecilia about her real father and where he is now,or at least where I think he is now."I'll see you and Cecilia later ok baby?" Niall asked,his files draped in his hands,a black jeans fitted around his waist,a navy blue button up shit wrapped around his torso.I nodded,sending him a smile my lips attaching to his cheeks,before his lips caught mine instead,strong mint came into contact yet they weren't that sweet mint I remember.A muttered laugh escaped his mouth as he continued the kiss before blue eyes shot open,his white skin toned perfectly,now brown hair peaking up as he left the house,locking the front door behind him swiftly.There it was again,that sweet mint scent tracing in the air or maybe even my imagination.Mint etching up my nostrils as the wind came in through the lounge window.For the past week I've been getting that sweet mint scent,maybe I'm delusional and I really do miss Harry.
Hi,just a reminder that the boys are no longer in a band,no longer singers but still recognized in the media and are rich.Reasons why I have been saying things like Niall has grey/blue eyes is because his like 25 and he aged obviously.And yes Harry is dead (IDK IM FUCKING STUPID) and Niall is her boyfriend now,but just keep reading this is gonna turn out completely different to other fanfics I have written in the past.Enjoy my fanfics!
- zahraa//@niamsclique
