Marcus POV
*dream*
“this song goes out to a special girl, who is in the audience, Isabelle, this is for you, spotlight?”
a spotlight flashed on Isabelle, who looked shocked,
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah
I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing
“Isabelle, i have had feelings, really strong feelings for you, for a while, will you be my girlfriend?”
she looked up at me sadly, she was crying, she slowly shook her head
“No, I wouldn’t ever date you!” i broke, she doesn’t love me
*time skip*
I cut myself, for the billionth time this week, I haven’t been outside in weeks, Isabelle won’t even talk to me, All i did was have feelings,... I can’t do this anymore
I went into the bathroom and grabbed my sister’s pain pills, i looked at the bottle, i went outside and walked toward the lake that is a couple of minutes away, when i finally got there there was no one there,
To: Izzybear: Isabelle, i don’t know what i did, all i did was have feelings, i guess they were too much irdk anywhore I am sorry i was ever your friend, i’m sorry i brought you pain, it will be better if I’m not in this world anymore, Good bye Isabelle, I love you
~Marcus
To: mum: Mum, i love you so much, you deserve a better son, i am so sorry, I love you, remember that, Don’t forget me?
~Marcus
To: dad: Dad, I love you, I’m sorry i wasn’t a better son, I love you, Don’t miss me ~Marcus
I poured the bottle into my mouth and slowly, the life faded out of my body
*end of dream*
holy shit, i need to talk to Izzy
To:Izzybear: Hey i need you can you come oveR?~Mar
From:Izzybear: yup otw! ~IZZAY!
I opened my window and soon enough izzy was jumping thorugh
she saw my upsettedness and hugged me
I will finish this tomorrow!!!!
