****Isabelle's POV****
is this all just a bad dream?
is mum going to come into my bedroom any moment and tell me to get up and get ready for school?
I honestly hope so, I get... raped, daily, how many days have we been here you ask?
four, i think... the days drag by, same scedule
breakfast
rape
abuse
lunch
rape
abuse
dinner
try to sleep even though i have nightmares
"h-Hey iz?"
"yeah?"
"D-Do you remember what i told you at the mall that day? "
***flashback***
i grinned up at marcus, after i got for the billionth time for an autograph, probably ruining his shopping trip
"Sorry , marc, we can go shop now"
"its okay Iz, go ahead and sign stuff not everyday you get to meet your parent's fans!"
"thanks Marc" i signed a few more autographs, then walked off towards starbucks, finding a seat while i tell marc to get me my usual,
My thoughts drifted to the hot guy who i have been talking to, i have no clue if he's a fake or not, his name? Kyle , Kyle swain... with touseled blonde hair and bright blue eyes, dimples, he's amazing he's really nice and just ughh!
I felt my phone vibrate, signaling i have a new question on ask.fm
Question: Hey isabelle! been a while hasn't it!? xx ~Kyleeee
answer: omg heyyy! yeah it has been hasn't it!? whats up? ~Izzy
Question: oh noting muchh.... chilling you? x ~Kyleeee
answer: starbucks with @marcusbutlertv :) ~izzy
question: can i have your number? x ~Kyleeee
I got off of ask.fm deciding it was time to see where marcus got off to... he was talking to some fans, he's so dedicated to his 'girls' as he calls them, in case you didn't know marcus is a youtuber, (marcusbutlertv ) I saw one of the fas pull out her phone, as she did so her long sleeve shirt coming down slightly, i noticed scars on her wrists, some old some new,
I walked over to them and grabbed the girl and hugged her, whispering to her to stay strong, as i hugged her
"i love you"
she looked up at me sadly, then looking behind my shoulder, i turned around to see the whole youtube crew, come to london for lunch
(THEIR YOUTUBER NAMES AT THE END OF CHAPPIE!)
alfie deyes, zoella sugg, Caspar lee, bertie gilbert, troye sivan , jason (OHMERGERRR JASON IS SO SEXY) BriBry, luke , and last but not least Patty!, I gave the girls final hugs and left marcus to go greet everyone
"ISABELLE!" jason, of course screamed at me...
"IZZY!" Patty
Hello Isabelle" Zoe and Alfie , in unison
"IZZYISNOTSEXYY!!!" Luke... his youtube name is lukeisnotsexy... hense our matching names
"Tommo!" troye smirking as he knows i hate being called tommo...
"Hey Izzy, how ya doing?" BriBry stood up and hugged me,
"Izzy mah slut! mah main slut!" of course caspar calls me his slut,,, he calls all his fans sluts, they're his sluts
Bertie ignored me like the prick he is.. i don't like him
"Hey everyone!" marcus slid into the booth, slurping his caramel machiatta as he does so getting waves from everyone
"So vidcon this year?"
everyone nodded eagerly,grinning ear to ear, already excited for the prospects that vidcon brings,
Marcus got into talking about video editing with alfie, his male bestfriend, i tuned into jason, luke's and Patty's conversation, laughing as they argue wether skrillex is better than sleeping with sirens.. SWS (sleeping with sirens) is obviously better!
*three hours later*
We were one our way home laughing as we walked,
"Hey Iz?"
"yeah?"
"I want you to remember that no matter who or what comes between us, i will always protect you and love you okay?"
"Okay marcus, i love you"
*falshback over*
"yeah you told me you'd always be here for me"
"Izzy, i-i can't do it anymore, I love you"
"No Marcus I lvoe you be strong!"
I held him and cried, hoping he doesn't let his life slip away
*******
Youtuber:
Marcus: marcusbutlertv
alfie: Pointlessblogtv
Bribry: BriBryontour
caspar: Dicasp
jason: VeeoneEye
Patty: pattyxwalters
bertie: Bertiebertg
Luke: lukeisnotsexy
Zoey:
