I don't know
How can I feel everything and nothing
Love and hate
Sadness and lightheartedness
All at once
I don't get it
I was fine a moment ago
I don't understand
This never bothered me before
I don't grasp the fact
That this is me
I don't see how
These hands are mine
Please explain
Why I'm never the same
As I was five minutes before
Why one day
I'm fine
Happy
And excited
Feeling alive
Then the next
I'm not
Happy
Or excited
And I'm dead inside
Tell me why I only light up
When she texts me
Tell me why
I can't comprehend
My own feelings
Tell me why
I'm getting worse
Why I must
Peel the skin
From these foreign hands
To find the control
That has left me
Why I must
Split the flesh
Of this unrecognizable wrist
To expose the
Simplistic life
That I dream of
Why I must
Rip out every golden thread
To unearth the calm
That I desire
Tell me
Why this forest
Must burn to
Appreciate the breeze.
~ R.C.
P.s. I'm officially signing all of my poems at the end R.C. XD
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Crappy Poetry by me, for you
PoetrySo this is just poetry from my journal and new ones that I come up with so there's no real rhythm to when more are added. I know they aren't that great but if you read one that you like please vote for it! Thanks :)
